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Pavee

Pavee

China

April 11, 2009

I always envy those who had got great benefit from lottery, and I always dream I can also got big award like them, but I know it is just a tiny chance for me, maybe, for everybody.......

I have insist on buying lottery every week, but I don't spend too much money on it, just 5 or 10 Yuan, even if I don't have good luck, I won't get any actually harm for myself. In fact,  I rarely got any benefit from it, the most is 10 yuan, So I always feel I am not good luck in it, or god don't want me to got it......

We had talked about some tiny probability things arround us on midday, Suddenly I found it's not the god is unfair, he had give everybody the chance to get 500W from lottery, but how to use the chance lies on yourself,god is fair......

I had remembered one tiny probability thing happened on myself,it is in my university life......

It is happen on June 2004, why do I clearly remember the date? It is the last month of my university.:).....

The mobile phone was still not popular in that  period, we just use phone card for calling, but I will leave the school few days later, and there was still some money in my card, I must use all over of them, how to use? hah, we thought we can use annoy calling for girl schoolmates......

It is obviously that we can't annoy our classmates, so I guessed a telephone No. according to the phone No. of my girl classmates.......

I thought I must create a girl name for the annoy calling. At that time, there just two people in the room, another people's first name is"Zhou", so the first name of my annoy girl is confirmed. What is the Last name? Suddenly I thought of one of my friends in junior school, his first name is "Wen", but his signature is always "Wenwen", it is just like a last name of girl. And then, my annoy girl's name is confirmed "Wenwen Zhou"......

When the calling is switched on from the girl's room, I speaked  "hello, May I speak to Wenwen Zhou?" as a gentleman, We thought the answer must be"sorry, there were not a girl named this in the room, you must dialed a wrong No." But to our unexpected, A sweet sound appeared in another side of tel "Sorry, she is out now, you can call her mobile phone if it is urgent." Oh my god, My friend and me are languishment at that time, it is unbelievable, what is the tiny probablility we had met with......

Today, when I thought of this, I found it's also a chance to get 500W from lottery, but I just used it on annoy calling, If not, maybe I am a millionaire now......

God is fair, every one have a chance to get 500W from lottery, how to use it just according to yourself.......

09:32 AM Apr 30 2009

Maynard

Maynard
China

Getting 500W is not necessarily a good thing.AS you said,it is important that how you can use it ,it's the focus of the problem.Someone will form inertia because of so many money,money will corrupt your mind if you use in improper way.And like you said ,the god is fair ,in terms of the probability , chance of getting 500w is average .For me ,i have never bought lottery,and even if i do it,i know the hope is small.For me ,the most importance is finding a job,and learn more and more from the work and life!

A addition,i worship so much ,you can write so many words for your blog,i have no patience to do that!

March 21, 2009

I don't know what is wrong with me those days, I always awake very early even I went to bed very later in the before night, Today morning, I awaked before 6:00 another time......

I couldn't back to my dream any more, and I begun to think of something happens beside me in the past time, suddenly, I caught why I can't make a girl friend until now, I am foolish on loving, :(.......

That is the second year of my university......

My university is in the northeastern of China, It's very cold in the winter there, the lowest temperature could be to -30 Centigrade, base on this, our PE in winter is skating, I love skating very much......

We have many choices of sammer PE such as basketball, football, roller-skating, badminton, and so on, for to get a good basic of skating, I chose roller-skating for my sammer PE......

After exercising half year, I thought my roller-skating skill is a little better than others......

And then, winter is coming......

Some friens and I were crazy about skating, and our skating space is a lot bigger than those in southern, it's a football stadium. We almost spend all of our spare time on skating, also we have better skill, we appreciated others' envy eyes when we were skating......

That day, we were skating as usual, suddenly a sweet voice appeared beside of my ear, "sorry, can you teach me how to skating?", it's a pretty girl, I don't know how to express my happiness at that time, I just felt I would fly......

All of my friends were smiling with me with little envy, I tried my best to pretend quiet and answered "no problem, but my skill is not very good."(I always lack of self-confidence, it is my biggest shortcoming), and then we begun to skating together, I found her skating is not very bad, maybe, she just want to get a opportunity to be close to me.( A little self-loving, :))......

We played more than two hours, I always didn't play so much time like this, today was a special day......

We felt a little tire, also the dinner time was coming, so we stopped skating and went back to have dinner......

There was 5 dining-room in our university, boys like eat at No 1, 2 and 3 and girls like No.4 and 5 because those two were beside women dormitory......

On the road back to our dormitory, we begun to talk with some private things, maybe everyone would though it means a begin of a piece of loving, so do I, but my first mistake or foolish was coming......

 My family is poor, and I didn't have a mobile phone at that time, we always use the fixture phone in our dormitory, I wanted to contact with her in the future, so I must get her phone No., It is impossible to take along something such as pen and note on skating, and I thought maybe I could forget her phone No. easily, so I just told her my No, and didn't ask her to get her No., I thought I am so foolish, because she is a girl, I shouldn't wish she will contact with me actively......

And then we talked about the diet of each dining room, she asked me how about the diet of No.1 dining room, it's the one I like most and the nearest from my dormitory, of course I praised it very much (In face it is the best dining room in our university), and then she said she also wanted to taste it, now I think she must give me a chance to have dinner with her, but unfortunately, I didn't care this at that time, I just took her to our dining room, and then back to my dormitory lonely......

I had waited her call for a long time from then on, but for my disappointed, I didn't receive it all along, maybe she had forgotten my phone No., and maybe, who willing to make a foolish boyfriend.:(........

It is a funny thing, it is also a regretful thing, when I thought of this, I felt so sorry about myself......

09:32 AM Mar 21 2009

sinno

sinno
China

Belive the best you are forever!

Sometimes,laugh at yourself was better than laugh at sb.

Let everything for laughs

March 19, 2009

Maybe I should be stronger in my work......

  For the test, I had spend so much time and energy in it, but because of my shortcoming of characters, I didn't know how to urge others to speed their work, and at the end, I had little time to myself for the rest of work, It's my fault, I should change it......

 Also on the meeting, when the boss negatived my test result, I didn't know to debate with her, she is famed with strong in work in our company, sometimes we even felt she is not strong but reasonless, but just because of this, we all felt little worry when we meet her between our work......

During the meeting, when she nagetived my result reasonless, I didn't want to argue with her on the front of others, if that, I thought she would felt awkward , and would like to begin a bigger war with me, and this would make me more uncomfortable, but, I think I shouldn't feel afraid about her, I should argue with her and beat her character of aggressive......

 After the meeting, I felt so hurt with myself, and also another thing made me more hurt, I felt so bad, and wanted to have a rest off duty......

When get to 17:30. I leaved my office quickly, but my elder sister called me, she felt uncomfortable. and I found she is weeping on the bus, I felt so angry, a whole bad day for me, I want to be happier after backing to home, but, my elder sister infected me of her unhappiness, i have no choice except comfort her even I want to crazy in my deeply heart......

I am crazy...................

09:14 AM Mar 19 2009

DS

DS
Algeria

First of all I hope that now you are in a better mood than u had while u were writing this post.

In Arabic we say :يوم لك ويوم عليك

which means: one day for you and one day against you.

I knwo that when we have a very bad day we can't think about the good ones but we should be optimistic and look for a better day.

In life there's the good and the bad we should and must enjoye the good and be strong enough to support the bad.

Enjoye ur life. Smile