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June 12, 2010

so there it goes..
Now I can phone him anytime I want cos the extension suddenly work without any reasons
and what do i do?
of course, phone him everyday >.<!
but seems like he doesnt like  it for some reasons.
I dunno how can he b so cold..doesn't he know that he has the cutest gf in the world???  >.<"""
perhaps he didn't know that there's also a lot of ppl feelin envious of him
man.. u probably have the faintest idea of what's goin on here.
I knew it. I dont wanna judge it this way, but I must say that u give no.2 priority to ur friends n' not me.
U complain me and not ur friend.
u're ashame of having me as ur gf n' dont wanna reveal it to anyone.
perhaps i should look like Paris Hilton before u wanna reveal it.
I mean.. i dont mind if u dont wanna tell our relationship to anybody.. that's fine by me
but just pls do anything naturally.. as in like.. u dont have to reveal, but dont keep it as a top secret too much.
cos i'm suffering from it.

*Do you think that a gf need only 10min/week?
i'm probably the least greedy girl in this world.
*Do you think that if I gave u a teddy bear, I want it to b in ur wardrobe?
that hurts. I know it's embarrassing to be hugging teddy bear but pls.. just put it anywhere in the room that u can c
cos the whole point of me giving it to u is for u to remember me.. n' perhaps think about me or miss me.
I might not b attractive enough to make u miss, i guess.
Cos everything seems like that.
This is not complaining. I dont deny that I ask for more attention.
but well, i just feel like dont wanna keep it to myself and at least there's really few ppl readin this ..i guess
I feel pretty sad.
n' i'm sorry if phoning u everyday makes u upset n' asking u to b sweet is greedy n trackin' wot u're doin is noisy.
From now on, I won't.
i'm really sorry for what i have done.
i hate this feeling
I hate friday night.
It makes me think of nothing but U!!!
I wanna know if u miss me or not. I guess it's the latter.
Why sweety? .. why havnen't you feel lonely? or miss me?
dont you wanna meet me and eager to go back to Thailand like what i feel now?(cuz im about to leave for the US soon)
This is so torturing.
I hate this feeling
I hate it when i miss u and always have to think that actually u dont' happen to love me at all or at least miss me.
i hate it when u call me and say nothing sweet
I hate it
i hate it

it's such a pain... a pain that does exist but i dunno where it's coming from
when? when will that time come?
ps, i hope all these feelings will be faded away.
if not, im not sure what's gona happen next , so please do something better. I've warned!!! (evil deed ;)

08:49 PM Sep 05 2012


i hope you happy everyday,vmaestro.


07:06 AM Oct 09 2011



come back and read this again makes me feel good

03:51 PM Dec 02 2010



Hi, how r u?

and how's your study goingon?

งงๆ หน้าคอมเมนท์มันหายไปไหน

June 8, 2010

i've almst graduated and im kind of excited of the party of prom night.

then preparing suitcase  for coming flight to nyc ^^

afterwards depending on god's good humors.

grow up and go see new world katy... hahaha!!!

ps, i just bought stuffs for amy. hope u like it.

07:53 AM Jun 08 2010



p' chababow, this is not my first time traveling to usa but this time i will live longer than ever.

i wonder if what state do u want to work and travel to. If u do, please let me know.


07:31 AM Jun 08 2010


United States

what did u buy? oh yeah 

anyway don't forget my "book & dvd"..

cant wait to meet cha

06:58 AM Jun 08 2010



Hey friend!

long time no see.

How r u doing?

when do you go to nyc?

i want to work and travel , study abord

 Take care

ูู^^ ไปมาแล้วเอามาเล่าให้ฟังด้วยนะจ้ะ



June 4, 2010

In the end, no matter how much i call out to you,
..you won't be coming back
the only thing remaining is my tears that have been flowing
every since you left
i'm hopeful that just once, may i ask of it?
ask to turn back the hands of time
but what i am going to do?
when my heart died with you

i sit here with a wounded heart
old memories keep making things worse repeatedly
now my heart has disintegrated
whicever way i turn, i can't seem to find it
when i have to be without you
how am i supposed to be?
it's over already
you've gone so far away
i've done everything already
to hold you back and keep you from leaving

how long will this last?
will i survive?
what am i supposed to do when i can't forget?
where are you now?
i'm still crying, yet persevering
i still have to force myself to endure
and still have to pull through
the final breath has been taken
and my heart has already died with you


06:50 AM Jun 08 2010



oh, it is very tragic. i can understand it. very sad story. there is a song of Beyonce which seems like this poem, called 'Broken Hearted Girl'. :)

10:04 PM Jun 05 2010



it's better..if u were here

04:41 AM Jun 04 2010


United States

oh how terribly sad it is...

let him go

let it go

let stupidity go