words by words

i don't feel like laughing
i don't feel like smiling
i don't feel like loving
i just feel like sitting and drowning myself in my own tears.

I wish i could turn back time, back to those happy moments. My wrist is bleeding,I put my head in the water. Think of your face, think of my faults, think of our smiles. I'm breathing...breathing....breathing....breathing.............

we will be together...again....someday...you just have to wait...and wait.....wait for me....and i'll be there right next to you.

*Forget.me.not...*

ps, do u remember these words;
"I'll never let u fall,I'll stand up for u forever,I'll be there for u through it all,Even if saving u sends me to heaven"
Now that i know it's only "words".