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chinese beauty, do you like?

Mebal Lee — Thu, 02 Feb 2012 07:25:08 GMT

chinese beauty, do you like?

do you like them?

our traditional things are losing gradually....

enjoy here

soul dancer

Mebal Lee — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 02:35:34 GMT

soul dancer

when I see her dancing, I feel myself melting with the gestures.

green flower porcelain

Mebal Lee — Mon, 30 Jan 2012 06:22:28 GMT

green flower porcelain

I want to be a green flower in the chinese porcelain.

englishbaby's chat room

Mebal Lee — Sun, 15 May 2011 05:31:43 GMT

englishbaby's chat room

it's my first time to enter in englishbaby's chat room.

I wanna improve speaking skills really and no others. So I added some friends.

However things improved not like I thought as it was. A girl named Maria asked me to show breast in the webcam. What...What's wrong with her? Because she told me she has broken webcam and send me her breast pictures, I thought she was a lier, although she promised she's not. Okay, I kicked her off.

and Then a man asked me if I can talk to him on some sexual topics.....oh......my god, what's the world here?

maybe I'm out. out of the trend. Maybe I shall pay englishbaby to talk with ebaby's memebers? If so, I will truly improve speaking with the help of other english lovers?

I won't log in chat room here any more, definitely!

mistress is internationalized

Mebal Lee — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 21:32:14 GMT

mistress is internationalized

sender: Zhang, Lily [mailto:lily.zhang@credit-suisse.com]
send time:23 Feb, 2010 10:23

recipients: Tao, Diane; yiyang_tao@ml.com; Sun, Yonghong; Winn, Sean; Stevens, Joe; Dawson, Andrew; Morrison, Alastair; Huh, Charles; Chu, Mabel; Yee, Andrew; cici779200@yahoo.com.cn; liyi@junhe.com; delh@junhe.com; josieshen@sbcglobal.net; xy@vicap.com; dcwyml@hotmail.com; charles@chicapital.com; euniqueyoung@yahoo.com.hk; Shiu, Ruby; taeyubkim@sc.com; Lai, Daniel Xiao Ming; Li, Sherry Shao Ling; Yang, Sean; Zhang, Ting; Cheung, Clara Siu Yum; Wang, Cindy Xi; Zhu, Wei; xujane@gmail.com; Prince, Jamaliah

Cc: Yale Yang

subject: Dear friends ... Moving on ..

Dear friends,

After 13 years and 2 beautiful children together, Yale and I have parted our ways. Yale moved out last week.

Dear Diane/Tao Dan Yang,

Over the past couple of years, you knew everything about my family. You knew when my kids had their soccer tournaments, you knew when they had their swimming practices. You even knew their baby nicknames. On December 18th, 2009, on a noon flight, I took my children to the U.S. for Christmas vacation. On the very same day, December 18th, 2009, on an afternoon flight, you and Yale took off for the beaches of Phuket and shopping streets of Bangkok for Christmas vacation. Diane, as a fellow woman, I often wondered if the level of ecstasy this vacation had brought you equates to the level of devastation this vacation had brought to my children and me. Diane, I often asked myself what was it like for you to sleep in the arms of another woman's husband, other children's father? I wondered if you ever thought about us, the children and the wife, that we are made of flesh and blood, that we have feelings, that we could get hurt, very hurt, devastatingly hurt. I pondered if you knew you were destroying a family, if you knew your joy would bring endless tears to us.

We went to Beijing last week for Chinese New Year. Your clothes were in our Beijing home. My son screamed:" Mommy, don't touch those, they are disgusting! Set them on fire, burn them to hell. They are the devil's cloth!" My children are hurt. My daughter, 9 years old, now says "Mommy, I don't ever want to get married." My son, 8 years old, says "Diane is our Voldemort!" The psychological damage this affair has done to my children is catastrophic. They are forever emotionally damaged. With this, I announce you the winner.

How do I feel, Diane? This affair is like 10 thousand knives stabbing and chopping my heart all at once. This affair has left me in so much pain that I don't know how to heal myself. This affair has taught me tear supply can actually be infinite. This affair has crushed me, leaving me a corpse walking around with no heart. I don't know how to deal with this kind of pain. I don't know how to move on. But I have children. I must move on. Diane, I pray to God that you will never have to experience this kind of betrayal and hurt. I wish you and Yale a happy life together because, after all, we are all women and we all deserve to be happy.

With sincere regards,

Lily

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sender: Yale Yang [mailto:yale.yang@gbridge.biz]
sendtime: 2010年2月23日 11:14
recipient: Zhang, Lily
Cc: Tao, Diane; yiyang_tao@ml.com; Sun, Yonghong; Winn, Sean; Stevens, Joe; Dawson, Andrew; Morrison, Alastair; Huh, Charles; Chu, Mabel; Yee, Andrew; cici779200@yahoo.com.cn; liyi@junhe.com; delh@junhe.com; josieshen@sbcglobal.net; xy@vicap.com; dcwyml@hotmail.com; charles@chicapital.com; euniqueyoung@yahoo.com.hk; Shiu, Ruby; taeyubkim@sc.com; Lai, Daniel Xiao Ming; Li, Sherry Shao Ling; Yang, Sean; Zhang, Ting; Cheung, Clara Siu Yum
subject: Re: Dear friends ... Moving on ...

Lily,

Please do not bring the personal issues to the public. The truth of the facts is that our marriage had falling apart 8 years ago, divorce had been in discussion 5 years ago. Our issues are known to all the people in the word! Diane had done nothing wrong for her part! I am firmly standing by and behind Diane. I will certainly hope she will marry me one day soon!

Trying to tell the people how evil I am and Diane is in this way is not going to succeed! All the people, who knows you, me and our marriage, supported my divorce, including my good friend Zhu Wei. I am sorry I have dragged everyone into this. Lily please move on!

Sincerely yours

Yale

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this kind of issue was hot during 2009 in China with the help of a teleplay called 蜗居（snail house）. In 2010, will it become internationalized?

To be a kept woman, or mistress, you have to break through moral bottom line. there's a saying that the winner takes all. I think mistresses believe that.

No matter how the world changes, I admire woman who has moral line, dignity and sense of responsibility.

the film "triangle"

Mebal Lee — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 07:19:32 GMT

the film "triangle"

I left ebaby for a short time due to Chinese traditional vacation.

I will write something about my vacation. but today, I want to introduce a film"TRIANGLE".

IT'S a film which you have to put many thoughts into. it's not easy to understand the film, you should pay attention to the details. I cannot clear the logic of this film in English ^_^, but I'd like more friends to view the film, to discuss it with me here, so, below is the address where you can find the film: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1187064/.

it's a plot-twisting movie. I like it.

rags to riches

Mebal Lee — Sat, 06 Feb 2010 21:30:30 GMT

rags to riches

many children who were born after 1990 like showing off their wealth on internet. I think they don’t know what’s the meaning of rags to riches.

It’s no blame you were born in a common family. In China there is a proverb: Fortune is variant. It’s possible a poor becomes rich. Here I don’t refer to the lucky-draw. I mean if you want to be rich, it’s possible only if you study hard, insist on developing yourself and in one day chance will fall on you. The process might take tens of years or more.

Sometimes, I envy children who run ahead of me at birth. I envy they have beautiful clothes, cars, brand-name bags or material things I dare not imagine. However, times make me mature.

I remember the film THE SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION, Shawshank spent 10 years to dig channel and during this long period, he didn’t give up himself and still insist on studying and finding every chance to pave his life after jail. This is really an excellent film. At least from this film I’m aware of that if I want to be rich I should have specific goal and strive for it. Never say give up.

The most important is keep cool and keep your goal in mind.

Lady Gaga is bisexual

Mebal Lee — Thu, 04 Feb 2010 01:21:04 GMT

Lady Gaga is bisexual

she admitted it.

but she said she never fell in love with women and her tendencies towards the same sex are purely physical in nature.

one of my lesbian friends told me that most of girls have bisexual orientation. I believe it's true.

in my opion, love is beyond any bonds and pales.

only if you don't play love game, no flirting, then everything would be okay.

i believe she is crazy

Mebal Lee — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 19:30:18 GMT

i believe she is crazy

the girl said:" 300 years back or ahead, that is to say, during 600 years there would be nobody surpass me."

Then all people on the scene became voiceless............quiet quiet quiet.....

this girl is just 146cm, with flat nose, very big mouth and buckteeth. what surprise us is that she has strict standard for boyfriend.

to be her boyfriend, you should graduate from Qinghua or Beida(Chinese top universities), obtain master degree, better major in Economics; you must be tall as 180cm, never had abortion experience with ex; you must be handsome, and the handsomer the better bla...bla.....

I have nothing to say !!! you can see that she is common, not beautiful, graduated form a common junior college, poor, working as a supermarket cashier... However, she wants the Mr. right-----i think that there wouldn't be more than 100 in China . how can she compete against millions of girls more excellent than her？

well, there's really no wrong with the girl, because every girl or woman wants a excellent Mr. right. I say she is wrong because of that she put her future on a man instead of developing herself and she is so arrogant, boasting she read widely from 9 years old and her wisdom reached top at her 20 years old. O M G!!!!! in fact, I feel she is stupid.

whatever, I really admire her courage~~ below are her photos.

if she can find a Mr right like what she described, well , I absolutelly can find a man like Bill Gates.

danding

Mebal Lee — Thu, 21 Jan 2010 19:13:48 GMT

danding

danding is not an english word, it's chinese. if you are calm when others are panic, you can be described as "danding". nowadays, we give this word more meanings, most of time it would be heard funny.

Fact is that it's difficult to analyse a chinese word in english. hahah, I would finish this diary and leave "dandingly" .

yesterday, one of my colleagues told me when she is busy and become irritable, my appearance could make her danding. I don't know whether that's a compliment. maybe I am a slow temper, won't hurry in doing anything? or maybe I'm a humorous person, good at entertaning others? or maybe when others rolled on the floor chocking with laugher I can do things "dandingly"?

I just want to say:"'danding ' is a skill, not everyone can be!"