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i dont want to grow up

February 26, 2012

it is such foolish thought i have. everyone knows that it is not realistic. i am just such an innocent girl. being an adult, that means u have to afford much more stuff than before. mostly, u even have no chance to say no. that is just because u r an adult now. it seems that everything u do is ur duty. when u do it well, no one will give u any reward, even no one will think highly of u, or say something good to admire u. no…none of them will happen after u grow up. besides, when u do bad in it, all complains occur to u.how horrible it is. when something bad happened on me or on my family. i know that i have to brave enough to handle it. i always tell myself. everything is gonna be fine, if you keep on it, u will see the beautiful sunshine. firstly,i am strong enough to get over it. secondly, i also do good in it. but for the third times and so on, i start to compliant to god. why? just tell me why ? why i have to suffer from all those things. why i can not live an normal life like other guys ? having an nice job,do everthing they want with their own money. but for me, everything around me is fear, bet, and family.i hate who i am now, no happy but sad. and finally i found the resource why those things happened to me.yes, because i grow up now.i know i find an stupid excuse for myself. and that is why i have my own reason for this word:i dont want to grow up.

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06:20 AM Mar 14 2012
^_^yan China	thanks for ur comment. i will face the whole thing that happened in the active way.

06:20 AM Mar 14 2012

^_^yan
China

thanks for ur comment. i will face the whole thing that happened in the active way.

02:46 PM Feb 29 2012
sikorrra Poland	that's sad but that's true. children dream of becoming adults and when they finally grow up their dreams turn out to be not as colourful as they expected. this jolly stage of the life - childhood- passes too quickly . but we shouldn't forget that there are also -not many,but a few- positive sides of adulthood. so'although it's not always easy, try to keep thinking positively :)

02:46 PM Feb 29 2012

sikorrra
Poland

that's sad but that's true. children dream of becoming adults and when they finally grow up their dreams turn out to be not as colourful as they expected. this jolly stage of the life - childhood- passes too quickly . but we shouldn't forget that there are also -not many,but a few- positive sides of adulthood. so'although it's not always easy, try to keep thinking positively :)

i miss my friend so much

February 20, 2012

i got an bad news on msn many days ago. it said my friend whose Englishbaby id is syriastar has died. i can not believe that. but actually i could not contact him for a long time. he is my best friend all the time. we could talk everything sincerly. i miss him so much. i dont believe any bad news on him. he should be good. and he must be good. i sincerly wish that anyone here know him in real, pls,tell me what happened? i am worried about my best friend. thanks