...Like a foreigner...

Hey guys

....It's complicated....

I'm sitting here in Germany since my birth and I still feel as if I'm a foreigner....I was in Vancouver last year...it was like comming home and I bearly knew anyone :)But nooooooooooooooooooo, I have to sit here to make my final exams and leter find a place in a college. 

But when I get the chance to break here out, I would definitely do it.

So many people have sayed to me that it's wonderful for them to live here and that they don't understand me (basically the others never understand you)  but I'm feeling like lion in a cage, walking from one side to another.

However...I don't know what to do...