Christmas is comming

Christmas is comming and then i really no plan... Maybe is I don't want have plan, Only with my friends go to restaurant in Christmas last day

Why last day ?

Yeah...because everybody have boyfriend & girlfriend ~ So my friends with her boyfriend & his girlfriend have date in the Christmas day~~~~!!!!!

I feel a little lonely~~~

I hate Christmas....let me think of one year ago My ex-boyfriend I really very very hate him...

In my 19 Birthday let me found he have other girlfriend , but I relly very silly , I forgive him,

In a few days , My friend told my one thing , she said she saw him and one girl togeter hand in hand in my school, but I asked him , he told me he went to shopping mall with his mother... But I still forgive him！！

After one month, In his room saw one girl sleeping in his bad....I really really very angry.... But I still forgive him agina！！

In the Christmas day, He told me to go home and mother for Christmas~but I found movie ticket orders in his computer , and then saw a lot of this girl picture.................

He always came back cry and begged me to forgive him . But in my forgive him, he always lied me agina.....

I don't know how many times forgive him , Until I ruthless not forgive him . I decided go a trip to the U.S in this summer ~ (2 month)

19 years old it's really very bad.

Now I fine , really...I forgot everything when I come back ~~ My friends are very glad that my smile is come back~~ mee toooo!!!

But now, I feeling very scare love , love it's really cery terrible......

So I decided at home sleep all day in Christmas.....lol~~!

not bad right?