changes

it's hard to see that everything is changing..  your friends going different ways while you still feel kinda lost. the time you spent together felt confident and save, but now you realize you are own your own. making choices is hard, but still something you have to deal with all your life. i'm in the stage of my life where i have to decide what my future will be while i'm 17 only years old. i hardly know who i am, who i want to be and where i want to go in my life. i'm still trying to figure that out while the pressure of others is lying on my shoulders..  but i will never show my pain nor difficulty.

they will never see me cry, the scars i'm wearing will not be shown, never.