I did not know how to reply...

       When I heard that you had applied for resignation, you are going to Shangshai Jiangsu or Zhejiang for development, my mind was blank at the moment, I just placed my hands on the keyboard or did not know how to reply with which words, at last I just replied to you with my idiomatic manner hehe. Yeah, I really didn’t know how to say. Remembered you had said you will cooperate with a man over there for business. Though I really want to say to you, don’t go or stay for me, I can’t speak out at last, because I knew I am negligible in your heart, as you said I am not your type of man you need. For me it was not correct, it is so obduracy and pitiless for a man who fell in love. Actually I had already known the fact, I didn’t know why I still debunked the dead war situations, it is self-inflicted simply, and that I wouldn’t allow my own selfish to tie to anyone, and I cannot bear to let you lose this good chance for your foreground. Whether it was an opportunity or not, at least it was you wouldn’t like to give up. Since I couldn’t say what, allow me just to type to end it with take care of you. When I typed out these words, I can’t control my tears out, or I didn’t know why I felt so sad in my mind.