Birthday

I'm really touched.

It's that I'm not the kinda person that holds great expectations.
I always think that I'm the sorta person that doesn't receive anything
because I know that I kinda have a feeling of not accepting anything
gave from anybody.
A thing called pride.

And the little little tiny group of friends I have...
I'm so thankful that whatever I do:
I'm bad, I'm irresponsible, I'm so careless...
They stand by my side of all time
Even though they are not enough to block all around,
their existence's so solid and obvious

I am stunned
I've never thought that they actually really know me
Even though we don't get along at times
Even though we don't talk deep at times
It's like the traits I've shown are so obvious in their eyes
It's that the track that we've already spent two years+ together?
I can't believe because for me the really-know-one-another's-feelings friendships seem kinda blurry and unblievable.

I had doubted proudly that is there still things that you can do for me? (really proud, huh?)
What can you give me this time?
I held little expectation, came carelessly, not noticing your abnormal
movements.
Even when you showed the stuff I still didn't moved.
But...
what's inside the big card you gave me are what I couldn't have gotten on my own. Couldn't have done or known if you guys hadn't done for me.
So I was really touched.
Never have been so sppchless and really moved.
Thank you guys!!
These are what not-so-close friends coudn't give me.
You know that I don't want just your "happy birthday! "
I want the words from the bottom of your hearts.
Like Mary writting "all of the above are true, I swear."
Ya know, Mary, I buy it, I do.

Anyway, thank you.



You are all helping me find myself.
I kept walking on the track of time.
Ahead of me seems more and more clear.
I'm really happy and fortunate.
Just less than the half way of my life,
I've met so many great people that gave me so much advice
via actions, words, tolerance, expectations and so on.
To let the proud little plain person like me live with "some" glitters.
Without you being my candles my road coudn't have been so bright.
The rest are still unknown.
I will endeavor, I'll really work hard.
I'mma be the one that light the roads of others.
Fighting!