lost

I'm a little sentimental these days.i lost him.however,i dont know if i should say so because i didnt own him at all.

 i found that he was a bad boy.i felt very ambivalent.i knew i shouldnt love him,but i couldnt help falling in love with him.i had loved him for about 3 years,but i wiped him from my life 1 year ago.

now i have heard that he loves another girl.that girl is not a good one.i'm not depreciating her now,but i should tell you the truth.she is a bitch,she just likes dressing herself and tempting bad boys,and he was tempted by her easily.

 i know i shouldnt feel sad about it.that boy is not worth loving.i ought to feel happy because i have known whom i shouldnt love.the loss of him isn't worth being metioned,i will forget him soon.ok,i have nothing else to say,this is the end.