my mind now!!

Frwt!!

i hate myself.. why i always think a gr8 bad think from my pass

why i always can not 4get it all.

4get all from my Frwt pass 

every bad experience can be 4goten but WHY!!!! it can not be 4given

start from my ears then goes to my eyes pass to my brain and grow up in my heart

sometime i try to run away never back

sometime i ignore to be somewhere i am

what a bad thinker i am

what a worst human i am

never think what should i have to be positive

can not be in the nice situation when i am in the well conclusion.

i hate myself!!!

my mind always turn my back time 

every time!!

every second that i never want!! 

my mind r8 now.. it so complicated street,, can not be chosen but must be faced.