Just feeling

I used to not to be affacted by the weather even it's awful,until three days before,I was wakened by the sound of rain drops in the midnight.I sat alone on the bad,suddenly the lonely feeling filled me up.As this moment,I'd hope there could be someone always there for me when i need.Now it's raining again in the midnight,but I'm fully awake.After pursuing someone to be a company and so many parties,we'll finally have to get along with ourselves.This is the new task I have to learn,and I'm trying to enjoy the time of being alone.