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glaeken

glaeken

Philippines

October 21, 2006

(Best I Ever Had)

me: what are you cooking?
him: im making pasta salad and chicken
him: im making a bunch so I can also take it to work this weekd
him: week*
me: i see...that sounds delicious
him: it will be
him: it was nice to hear your voice for a change
me: im sorry we were not able to talk longer
me: busy?>
him: did u see that?
me: i didnt see anything
him: ok I said im almost done cooking I will be done in 5 minutes
him: can u wait foir me?
me: sure
him: I also said it was cute when you growled at me
me: growled at you? when did i do that?
him: when I asked why you didnt want to talk to me on the phone
him: then you growled and explained that someone might try to take it fro myou
me: ah okay...thats the case here, you can't just use your phone out in the open
him: I remembered when u told me
me: what made you call me by the way
him: hey give me 3 minutes and  Iwill explain
him: just need to finish up
me: sure
him: ok im done
him: u there?
me: yep
him: so I wsa thinking about you today
him: was*
him: and there are so many htings that  Iike about you, and I would really love to be with you eventually
him: and I figured if you felt the same way that  Ishouldnt give up so easily, and maybe if we spoke on the phone a couple times a week it would make things more personal and easier to deal with over a long period of time
me: you've given it some thought then
him: if course
him: of*
me: im really really happy to hear that!
him: good...and talking to you even for the short time today made me realize I was right. It was so good to hear your cute voice sounding so american
him: my whole life I have given up on relationships so easy, and thats probably why I am still single
him: maybe  Ishould change
him: so do yo uthink you could handle talking to me a couple times a week?
me: thats wonderful!!! at least I have something to look forward to other than those callers who are irate
him: lol...yea I think so. It nice to see you are happy, sometimes I think you are indifferent towards me
him: a little reciprocation is nice
me: indifferent towards you? what made you say that?
him: well I dunno some times it just seems that you could take me or leave me, but I know thats not the case
me: its not and dont you ever think like that again
him: ok ok dont get mad
me: im not just want ro stress out that you're special otherwise I wouldnt have asked you to wait for me
him: ok cool
him: thanks
me: im really happy you changed your mind
him: me too
him: can we see each other now?
me: im afraid not...all pc's with cam are occupied, sorry
him :((
him: well u wanna see me then?
me: yep
him: ok
me: what are you doing?
him: I just finished eating so I put my bowl in the kitchen
him: are u dressed like punk tonight?
me: nope
me: and that was really funny coz when I was onboard the jeepney the other passengers where eyeing me as if I'm an alien
him: lol thats funny
him: I get that sometimes if I go to the store off base in my uniform
me: I can understand that...I often stop and stare if I see soldiers here as well
him: yea part of it is probaby cause I look so damn good in my uniform though
him: lol
me: you look cute nonetheless...
him: lol thanks
me: so what are you upto tonight?
him: your looking at it
him: I already finished cooking my fod for tonight and tommorrow?
him: no question mark
him: so im just chilling till I go to bed
me: ah ok
him and you?
me: not much...
him: well your off did you have a good day?
me: yeah...we watched superman returns today and I went to my friend's house
him: oh yea how was it?
(...and the rest is history...was the best convo I've ever had, might sound strange that I saved it but it meant a lot to me before it still does now. Its just a shame that he changed his mind at the drop of a hat. When things didnt work out for a little between them; rang me up and told me something that made me happy, and then when things went right between them, he just dropped me like that. Took back what he said as if saying "hey things are fine between us now dont need you anymore". Whew! Stupid of me to believe it was for real worst of all even told my supervisor I would like to file a leave next month, we'll since "I'm not needed anymore" I'll just cancel the whole application. Tough life! I'm confused why he did it to me, I mean I dont remember doing anything wrong more over I'm confused why he what he did hurt and why he meant a lot to me. He's just a guy right? Lesson learned well I'll be wiser and tougher next time.I deserve better than that and anyways its time to move on. Hopefully I'll find someone nicer next time.

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