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June 8, 2008

The history, that I’m going to describe, happened  for real. My husband has two cousins: Monika and Wioleta. One of them Monika - is our son’s godmother. Their grandmother died in autumn and in winter it happened…One night Wioleta, who lives with her husband and two sons in a village house, was suddenly woken up . It was late at night. Her husband wasn’t at home and her kids were sleeping. She saw her grandmother in the window  and she was very surprised, of course.She lives in the house that is heated by the stove… When she was approaching to the window to make sure – it’s her grandmother for real, suddenly she saw ………….a smoke which was getting out of the heater….Then she woke hr sons up and took them outsider and it saved their life - I mean dead grandmother saved their life ….If Wioleta didn’t see her grandmother and didn’t approach to the window she wouldn’t be noticed…the smoke… and they all would die of carbon monoxide. Then Shakespeare was absolutely right…………hihi 

08:06 PM Jul 28 2008

fathma

fathma
Taiwan

  Thanks for your response.On the contrary,I should thank you first. To hear that you take this place to practice your writing remind me to take a try.

  It's really a very good idea to learn a foreign language in this way.Thank you !I am starting to correct all my writings in my bolg.But,I realize it is not easy.The more I rewrite,the more I feel not good.

05:50 PM Jun 09 2008

fathma

fathma
Taiwan

To see your writing,I do not doubt that you will succeed in writing novels.

June 4, 2008

Supernormal phenomena are becoming slowly inseparable part of  my life similarly as the other situations that are transforming my boring life of a housewife and  a mummy into something more interesting, more fascinating, more mysterious ....It happened to me lately that I experienced something strange not to say supernatural, weird.....twice on the same day....Firstly, when my mummy visited me, she asked me what had happened with the  part of my daughter’s pen when she noticed that Asia was writing with her ball-pen instead of her pen. I told her the truth that it had been lost two or three weeks before this situation. My mummy told me that I hadn’t looked for it well enough, as she does usual. I told her that when I would make general orders in my daughter’ s room(what I was planning to do earlier because of her approaching birthday), this part of the pen will be found then with certainty. Then I came back to my piece of work to do, which was translating summaries of Master’s thesis from Polish into English for my friends, that was interrupted by my mummy..I sat at my desk and suddenly............ I felt something little under my feet.....and you may believe or not as you wish – I took from the carpet nothing but......the part of the pen that I had been searching for so long...It’s not known  how it had been found there (I mean.. it’s known that my baby boy Piotruś helped me for another time from the heaven above)......I was sure the only one thing: THAT PART OF THE PEN HADN’T BEEN THERE BEFORE…I was sure it because both me and my children would notice it with certainty if it had been there.... Besides I had been hovered the carpet in that room few hours before and I hadn’t noticed anything there.. I believe that  absolutely it wasn’t an accident..The film that my friend choose to invite me also wasn’t accidental too. It was entitled „Tiber”...the film was very spiritual..She was very boring, watching that movie but for me it was destiny to watch it.  It  took place in the conference room of  the humanistic faculty of UWM  building. It impressed me that lot of people left the conference room during the show... …It made me thinking about Polish people (most of  society)  how much they are concentrated on the material aspect of their  life and they leave out its spiritual one.....The film was difficult, it’s a fact, but I realized thanks to watching it  -  for another time lately -  that I try to live my life  in the spiritual way which makes no differences  between Catholicism or Buddhism....The people are the same everywhere – in every country and in every culture and religion.I’m only trying to be “a human being” what was the most important issue mentioned in that film (I’m not sure if I understood its “message” well)  but “being a human being” connected with look as mine (unfortunately) causes lot of unexpected events, strange, weird, enjoyable, nice, pleasant situations... …But it wasn’t to be about this...During the show I  felt suddenly strange feeling of heat on my face, neck, ears, chest....it was as if someone handed over to me his “warmth”, his “energy”...But there were stranger things that happened later......I just felt suddenly something like “pinching” in my left  elbow..this feeling was similar to the feeling of burn....I just can’t explain it...Yes, but I always liked mysteries and riddles and  I’ve been interested  in  supernormal phenomena since I was 10. Then for the first I read the book “Life after death”. Since then my interest of such things began...  Here’s another authentic event that took place. It didn’t concerned me personally but one of a member of my family.. but I tell about it another time....J   

 

May 18, 2008

It was said that there are things in heaven and in the earth about which even philosophers didn’t dream of. That’s true;).I believe in paranormal phenomena, I believe that there are the supernatural forces which have influence on our everyday reality.I experienced it on my own.I have to begin with the event which took place last year. I lost my  newborn baby – boy then (he lived only 12 days) and ....since then lots of things in my life were beginning to change for "plus".
I just feel his presence, there are possible to be felt results of his help for me and my family .
I also believe in intuition………….. in the sixth sense….. if I heard it then, who knows, maybe it wouldn’t all happened????
People like me are being told:”this character has it like this” ....I mean here ability of experiencing not only strange, funny, discrediting, shameful situations,  but also dangerous enough (just like the last one).As is it is said: "I’m specialized with troubles" lolFor that day I had other plans because it was sport integrative day for workers and their dears and I was going to be there with Rafał.. But I didn’t go there because our children became ill and that was the reason that this time we didn’t ask my parents for help to take care of them.Thus it was decided that I stay at home.. And my mum, the same day as it all happened, asked me if I phoned my dad to stay with our children….
Of course, it was already too late to phone and to change once made decision.. And now I’m just thinking to myself what it would happened if I went that day to this party?
So, we’re just sitting at home: children and me. There was nothing interesting for dinner then (soup), so I decided to make some chips for my children – and for myself as well..But I was incredibly lazy that day (I had other work to do), I just didn’t want to make them that I just wanted to put it off.. And I should have been thought then there’s something wrong because I even didn’t want to want to do it....
But if they asked me, I just couldn’t refuse them...
And this is how it all began.... Paweł poured in some oil to the pot which was to just get warm but (unnecessarily) was putting a cover on the pot. ..and oil became more and more and more hot.
When suddenly I felt….the smell of burning… I was thinking to myself: “if I remove a cover, it’ll be little stinking ,I’ll air the flat and that’s all will be ok” (that’s normal in my case, when I fry something – it’s usually too big flame on the cooker and everything is more or less burnt). Unfortunately, it didn’t happen (probably it was a result  of my ignorance of physics laws..I Had only “c”  of it but it doesn’t give me any excuse)....because instead of smoke, there was a flame inside of the pot..
I got some water(I turned off the gas but I even don’t remember when I did it)…..and I put it out ..
I have no idea if I did well- Rafał told me later that I shouldn’t have been used the water but only to turn the gas off. When that all was  over, I realized firstly that;
1. There was some change in my behaviour – I wasn’t panicked at all (ME from the past would start to ring everywhere instead of acting). This time was definitely conversely…it was just like as if someone (maybe my Piotruś).. ...just told me what to do.
It was him who saved us, I’m absolutely convinced this….. When this flame flew so high, my mind told me that we would die because it happened so quickly….I even had a vision for a moment only that all our flat is burning....
Meanwhile, thanks to Piotruś, it all ended only with fear and sooty ceiling and  walls, sooty tiles and cupboards...
It was left only to take the children outside for an hour (they were ill, they had bronchitis, I mean Paweł and Oliwia only), to air the flat......... and to wipe oil, burnt oil, which was all over on the floor, on the cooker and even on the cupboards...The pot was thrown to the rubbish basket, what is obviously...
I didn’t want my family (parents and brothers)  - to find out about it.. And when I was talking to my friend and to my brother(I was running from the kitchen to the room, tidying and chatting at the same time) ,I didn’t say a word what had happened…I was pretending, that everything is OK.. and I can see big change in me also about such behaviour. The me from the past would tell them everything, complaining and risking too much with it....
I tidied up all the kitchen, I scrubbed the greasy floor, cooker etc.. I had also tremendous fuss with my kids because they started to whine and cry at the same moment when I was tidying. They went to bed later than usual because of all this situation.
I was in big shock long after , and I still am when I recollect this event, in spite of passage of time.
Piotruś helped me few times, when I was turning gas on imprecisely
 That was TRAUMATIC EVENT and it still remains inside of me…the same as unwillingness to fry chips… maybe too..



04:55 PM May 23 2008

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