about me

Sometimes people have their own private dreams. The're glad thinking about it how it will be great when these dreams make come true at last. You make plans and you are quite happy.But when you meet someone "toxic" all your dreams are suddenly shattered. You can't see it doesn't make any sense trying to make your dreams come true. You just give up fighting about yourself, about your happiness. It hurts more when such persons are your parents and family.

Now you start to thinking about yourself that you are nothing, useless person. You give up and you're unhappy and frustrated.

You ask yourself a question: "What for?"

I had this for all my childhood but I had this luck that in my adult age i met the people who helped me not to think about me this way. I started to change myslelf. I'm learning how to be more self-confident. But about half an hour of talking to my parents was enough for me to break down.

Thanks for all positive comments. It helps me to believe that I also can do something well in my life and not it's like my father told me: "You aren't suitable even to be a cleaner" (read: "You can do nothing").