i'm in a bad mood!

are you happy today?you are?how lucky you are!

because i am not.

i'm in a bad mood today!and i have been in a bad mood for  a couple of weeks.i'm in a frustrating situation. i feel i have been defeated by life.i don't want to accept it. but at the same time. i hate myself because i cannot excuse myself for my weakness.i should be strong.i'm much luckier than the people who lost their homes, families, even their lives.maybe i want too much. i don't deserve that much.i should get to know myself better,try to know what i really am. don't blame and complain!keep the words in mind: you are only one, but still you are one; you cannot do everything,but  still you can do something; that you cannot do everything will not make you refuse to do that something well! carry on!carry on!carry on!!!!!!!!!!!