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The story of whoever you prefer - Part Two

"We don't know its name till someone calls it love"

He was trembling, she could barely let her eyes open.As she took some courage out of her pockets,
a wavering sound streamed out of her lips:

She:"I got something to tell you..."
He:"Tell me dear..."

He didn't know what she was about to say, but could figure it out somehow and their castle started to crumple as she said:

"Y..you know..Things change..I..I don't feel like before.."
God only knew what kind of torture was awaiting him.

Yeah, things change, everything changes and flows at a hectic pace.
But there's something you cannot stand when your tongue dries off all of a sudden
and you cannot find words to say anymore.
There're stabs that cannot be undone, tears you cannot even cry when such blades cut a deep hole through your soul.

He: "Wh..what's happening?"

Tears had already begun to dig into his heart. But his eyes were still completely dry, or that's what it seemed like,
as a small table lamp tried to spread its dim light around.

She: "I don't know.I cannot explain what I feel right now.It's a total mess"

There's something special when love comes creeping in. You can see colours all around and see everything under
a different light.And people seem like rainbows paving the way towards brighter days.
Future is not something to be dreaded anymore.Like some sort of temporal distortion it is.
But it feels so good while it lasts and you cannot part with it.

"Love, love like a drug you are
When you breach through my heart
You make me feel brand new"

He:"I didn't feel good lately.."
She: "Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?"
He: "I don't know..There's more than one reason or maybe..maybe there's none"

"I'm so sorry..I just felt like telling it..", she muttered, while his eyes were already covered in sadness and the heart as fragile as clay.

Endless moments of silence followed, as though time had been put on hold for some minutes.
He could clearly hear the clock relentlessly ticking, mirroring the beats of his broken heart.
Life can be so ruthless at times, and yes, there're episodes which will affect you for the rest of your days.
Everything in that room seemed to have become too dark to see, the atmosphere was unreal and gloomy.
Again, a faint voice broke through the air:

He:"I suppose that's how it goes"
She:"Aren't you angry?"
He:"How could I? You said it, things change and we must come to terms with this."
She:"Will we still be friends?"
He:"I could never consider you anything less than what you've been up until now".

That was the end of a long journey, spent together in bliss and harmony, a wonderful
trip he would have kept in his heart forever, together with its bitter epilogue.

"Love,love like a drug you are
When you leave me alone
I feel like I wanna die"

He left his heart on the seafront railing, but there's always a new beginning beyond each end.

Counting down the minutes
a plane's missing from the airstrip
But you'll be waiting for me
And I will finally be beside you, beside you

And you'll be like a princess in a fable
I'll be your prince charming
the one you always wanted me to be
and I would've never been
We'll hug and kiss like actors in movies
as we've always dreamed
as we've always wanted it to be
and we'll be trying not to wake up
to make this last forever

I'll be the one to dry your eyes
as you always wanted me to do
And I will be the one beside you
every single day, every single night
to choke your sobs in a kiss
Just never stop counting down,
never stop counting down

And you'll be like a princess in a fable
I'll be your prince charming
the one you always wanted me to be
and I would've never been
We'll hug and kiss like actors in movies
as we've always dreamed
as we've always wanted it to be
and we'll be trying not to wake up
to make this last forever

GOODBYE

I will leave these memories on a wind blow
so they won't haunt me anymore.
I'll keep my eyes from staring at you
so I won't fall off my heart again
'Cause it hurts so much
It still hurts so much
when I think of you
and all the things we could've done
Someone says every rose's got thorns
But I loved them all
I loved them all
Even when you weren't there
And I was falling to pieces
you would never rearrange
Even when I waited for hours
Just to get a single call
That you wouldn't make
Even when I tried to comfort you
in the dreariest moments
I would never forget
Even when you refused my hand
and I was left to die inside
in a place I wouldn't remember
Even when you said 'goodbye'
And I couldn't part with those eyes

And a whole lifetime has passed ever since.

Goodbye..