Peace of Mind

People Have a lot if aspects and every aspect give us every impression. I already know we never understand completely each other because we are lonely human beings from the beginning. So we try to get the feel of each other, but sometimes misunderstandings or something can happen.

For me, thesedays I'm really comfused. I can't get my boyfriend's feeling well. He calls me almost everyday and we have great time. But when we meet and go out somewhere, he's not so kind and a little cold. I know he is shy and contrary person (in other words, he is NOT obedient at all!) but I feel uneasy, "I wonder he really loves me...?" If I ask him this question, he doesn't answer seriously and begs the issue.

Anyway, I love him from the bottom of my heart so I should believe in him. And I should tell him those my worried feelings. I think there is still room for compromise. Things we can see and hear easily are not all and we shouldn't judge just by them.

Friends are wonderful. Even if we've not met for a couple of years, we can enjoy talking as if we've met also yersterday once we start to talk. I'm planning to look my friend up in a few days.

She is Chinese and has her own Chinese school in Japan. I met her at a language school once I worked and she was a teacher at that time. One day she talked me that she was going to quit that school and have her school. That's her destination.

I was very surprised and her strong decision and brave action captured me. I was so stimulated then burst into impatient. I've come to think I should consider my future like her. Now I'm on the way to my destination but I've build up expectation for myself and I'll say thank her about that. 

We Japanese are in habit of bringing lunch called "Obento." I've heard in some countries people don't like this cusom because those lunches are not hot and they don't feel delicious.

For my opinion, bringing lunch means mothers' (or wives') love. They wake up early morning to prepare lunch and even if lunch is cold we can feel warm love in it. Plus, more people enjoy making fancy lunch these days. They can make animation characters by rice ball easily and contests people compete how delicate and fun their luches are is held. Some critic point out colored rice look not good though.

Actually, I made lunch for me to save money instead of buying lunch last week. For a couple of days I enjoyed making, but ended up choosing sleep time in place of cooking time. I think spontaneous behavior with such a pain job is true love.