crazy

oh,my god,i have been in holiday about 1 month,and i haven't found the job,now in china it is very difficult to find a good job,and everyday there are many many people to hunt for  jobs.everydday i have the interview,but i still haven't got it.i don't know what is the problem .maybe it is the problem about comminication,just because i am shy.

oh,my god,i think i will be crazy,if i still haven't found a job.my requirements are not high,why i still haven't got one.and i haven't got my certificate of graduating.fuck!what a bad school.and now i have lost 3 kilos weight, i don't want to lose weight ,i have be enough thin.if i am thinner,i think i will be short rib.my friends always envy me,but i dont want .who can help me? just give me several suggestion.