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October 9, 2010
Every time when happiness knocks at my door, I would in advance shut it up together with the window of my heart . Of course , I know it could bring me a wonderful time in my life. But I still choose to refuse it. Happy time is used to being short to me. It seems to be a rule that every time when I start to cherish something, it would be gone easily.I took dad’s love for granted before my high school studying, I though dad would do whatever for me that I could not to or forget to do, carrying heavy box, buying me what I need, shuting off bed light after I fell into sleep. He used to talk to other that I was his pride when he got drunk which I took as waffle. But I felt dad’s love, I did. I know for always I was the apple in dad’s eye. I had decided to spend a happy summer with dad and to be a good friend of dad. Bad new came that he had gone on a terrible morning in my first year of high school. I was dumbfounded, fell down to the floor and then bursted into tears. I cannot tell how long I kept silent after that and I am reluctant to remind that.There was once a boy treated me well as I was his princess. We did have some wonderful time. When I knitted him a scarf and decided to tell him my true feeling, he told me he has a girlfriend. How ridiculous!So many things make me afraid to accept the happiness. I am afraid by the time I am near the happiness, it will disappear suddenly. That is too terrible. I choose not accepting the happiness rather than losing it all of a sudden.
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Beatrice Chiu
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November 23, 2008
through all of the thing happen these day,i learn that:once one want to do sth,do it earlier.i remembered to call my family and greet my uncle some days before.for one or other reasons,i forget to do it.word came today that my uncle had passed away ,and he will leave me forever.i cry to death,bu it do no use.i knoe it is my fault that make me lost my uncle.i always blame myself for not do thing in time ,but keep makeing the mistakes for all times.the blame is useless,absolutely useless.what the importantance is done is every thing.i know it ,i will always know it.
November 14, 2008
i hate rainning so much!because of rainning, i cann't go out with my friend today,also,i have to take the unbrella with me.is's so terroble,what's worse,i slipped just nou and made me hurt!