3 points that have been bothering me lately

1. Feeling like a petty clerk.

Working as a secretary at an advertising company and a keeper at an art-center is tough at times. Yeah, you don't care too much about how things are going on on top-level, but managers just turn a blind eye or a deaf ear to you. And you feel like nothing, you're underpaid, but that is everything you can count on todate, 'cause you have nothing to offer excepting "Hello, whom am I connected to" or "Please, don't touch the art and stop taking pictures".  

2. Lacking motivation of learning a language / languages.

When you come back home late you feel sleepy enough to forget about your constantly lowering level of English/German knowledge. 'Cause the only thing you're able to do is to read some English book and watch the next Simpsons episode. And, again, the language vocabulary is rounded by "Hello, whom am I connected to" or "Please, don't touch the art and stop taking pictures".  

3. Being attracted by people you're not interested in. And being interested in people you're not attractive to.

I like a lot of guys, but they seem to ignore me. And a lot of guys like me, but I don't initially feel like dealing with them. It's neither a coincidence, nor a paranoia . It's just a Sod's law.