wind flower

last night, my roomate moved out of our room....

It's hard to explaim, why I have dreamed of him last night?

I couldn't fall sleep at my regular time last night, maybe it's because of the coffee after work yesterday. I seldom drink coffee unless I am sleepy. My roomate had been sleeping for a long time, she was too tired. She just came back from her wedding. I lay on my bed, many things came to my mind, but I didn't think about him.

He said I cheated him, though I never meant it. then, he kissed me. I loved him so much in my college time. but, we hurt each other. I thought I couldn't live any longer without him when he broken my heart thoroughly. The college time was over, and he went back to his hometown, I stayed in Beijng. I tried to forget him and concern my full energy to my work. I did it. Time flys. It's almost two years now. 

I haven't seen him since graduation. Hope him well.

God bless us!

Today is a hot day, the temperature is alrealy 34 now, but it's May! I am wondering why the climate is so abnormal not only in Beijing but all of the world.

After two days break, I still feel so uncomfortable today, tired, sleepy. Every Monday is the same for me, maybe i can call it "Monday Syndrome".

But there are so many things to process, I have to insist on working with my full energy. I need to make a cup of coffee to help me. good idea!