Desire to be loved

Today is Qixijie in China,like the Valentine's Day in westen countries.Most people are happy but I feel a little lost and sad.I can't understand why I could do whatever I can do for my exboyfriend but he didn't cherish!Why boys can love girls deeply at first,but not with the time changing?How I wish I could find a boy who can love me deeply!I believe that everyone can find his true love at last,but I just don't know when my true love will appear!

To forget one you have ever loved is really difficult,even though I can say I don't sad about it anymore,but i will also remind something in some certain environment!I do remeber which snacks he loves best when I go to the supermarket;I do remeber what he doen't eat when I am in a restaurant;I do remener everything had happened between us !

this will be the last day I can remember him,I will find my new love from today!