a start of the new semester

Today ,it is the first day of the new semester ,as regards to me ,i felt very confused and complicated .and i am doubtful whether i made a right choice about my education .in fact ,i am 22 years old now ,that is to say ,i have depended on my parents for a long time .it is time for me to pay off .however ,now ,i chose to pursue my master degree dispite of the fact that i am not interested in what i am learning now .which means i have to spend another two years in the school .looking back.these friends i made in he college ,most of them have worked and eaened money for life and future .alalyzing the reasons for what i did .it may be that i have gotten accustomed to the school life and been scared to work in the society .forthurmore ,i don't want my parents to be so tired and pressured .thus ,making me feel conplicated

forget it ,since i made such a choice ,what i should do is try my best to be excellent in the following life ,make the most use of the time and do something good to my future .keep going .