about last night...

How can someone you love so much make you mad?

I was really angry last night. I lost my temper - I didn;t want it to happen- I said bad things again, I felt so sorry that it has to be that way.

Did I overreact? Perhaps...

But this is not the first time. If only he had listen to me before... I mean really listen to every word I said. It would never have happened. But, yes, indeed, it happened. And again, I was the one who felt so bad.

Is  it my fault? maybe..

Am I too hard? maybe..

A professor once told me that I am.... but I am just being consistent to what I believe is right. I know when to give in and just let it go.. and I know when I have to really say something.

I just couldn't let it pass... I just can't close my eyes and cover my ears  and pretend that its not happening.. that I should just let it go..

But in the end, I felt that it was all my fault,,, so confused and often ask myself where did I go wrong,,,,