Zero Zone

I will be in grade III next year. And all my memory about the last two years are disordered. I knew i have wasted them, but i can't regret because that's useless. I want a new beginning and a better future! I don't want to have a fatuous life!!!

I will have a part-time job in this summer holiday and earn some money to afford my luxurious consume... Maybe just for me, the consume are luxurious.

I want to pass the second degree of NCRE(National Computer Rank Test), C. And i have to learn and remeber more new words-prepare for my english test which will come at every turn...

A new life is coming.

You can't understand my love,

though i show you my smile,

and those sweet words i can't tell.

Will you be my princess, my dear?

Then i will certainly be your knight.

To protect you from here to there.

For me you are the most fresh air,

i can't be alive without your care.

Maybe there aren't many to share,

but you are the only one i wanna stare.

It's torturing me to thinking of you.

You are the most cute thing i knew.

But i can just waitng and stand still,

until you can know that i love you.

 The final exam is on the way. Easily to get fidget. Wanna do something interesting,like some enterainment. Kinda sad or angry, maybe because I felt to be a loser...

I don't know why, I can't find a reasonable explanation. But I can't escape, I have no other choice. Maybe face it is too difficult for me. How can I get though it?