giving up? is it always not good ?

After a hard working day , I relaxed myself by sitting alone and listening to the songs which took me to the past when I was a little girl . Childhood with good memories  is an invaluable gift which  life brought me . I used to feel days so long without hope , direction and determination . In those sad days , laughter was such an affected thing  created by a fragile heart whose owner lost direction and had a tend to go on the wrong way . No one knew that tears shed silently at nights when I knew I had to change but I tried in vain .

Have you ever lost your belief in somebody? Or was your trust in that person not big enough for you to believe anymore? Maybe both are right . I ever asked myself whether I was right when made that decision cause leaving something or somebody used to be so important is quite hard . Knowing that my leaving could make a deep hurt in the other’s heart and my heart was flooded with pains as well . But I will never regret cause I know obviously that all is ended when the concern that person gave me  was fade  gradually . I was not the person who made mistakes . The fault of the broken relationship couldn’t be blamed to either that person or me .Cause “what comes , must comes “ . From the very beginning , both of us didn’t have a tend to make a serious friendship . Is it funny when I say this although the long way of that friendship created lots of beautiful memories ? . I laughed with myself . For me , nothing is so surprised cause nothing is impossible . That lesson I learnt from a very special one who is just a stranger for me now . Is life so cruel when brought me a very kind one like him , then, making him strange for me now ? I don’t blame that broken relationship to anyone , anything . I just think that destiny says us we don’t belong to each other because we are so different . People can say that we create our own destiny and “ no happiness is not to be struggled for “ . However , it is not right all situations . Trying to reach for something which is so far from you , you could get nothing . My friend had told me that “ don’t try to find happiness in the cloud , seeing simple happiness around you , you will be the happy one “ . Then , I am now a happy one

Tears sometimes still shed cause I couldn’t forget totally but I am really happy when I don’t remember them as much as I did . The next way waiting for me is seen to be so difficult . I will have to meet lots of difficulties but I’m the kind of person who likes challenges and new changes . I am a lucky one when having my parents and good friends beside me , support me and pick me up when I fall down .

Sorrow and pain is a part of  life . Instead of complaining about fate , about life , accept it . It makes people more mature .

Let the old one go .Because how could the new come if people don’t let the old gone ?