Tears and determination ..

Heyyyyyyyyyy, dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Do you know sometimes it is really hard to say the true feeling ?

Maybe , you and I have the same situation , my close friend .

We are now far from each other . I am not so interested in your story cause I have the same stories .

You asked me to tell you more specifically about him . I don’t want to remind of him anymore .

Your fragile heart is easily broken by a person .

Do you know , my heart used to be like yours?

I just could give you some advice and sing for you some songs to make you laugh and feel better .

But there is one thing I am sure that after our conversation , when u are alone , u will cry and ur head is full of confused feeling and thinking .

But , dear

We are now not schoolgirls who could enjoy life without any mature thought for ourselves and our family as well .

Now we are at the age of 21 , 22 , should live better and fight against difficulties in life .

To live is to fight !

It also means u have to fight with ur self .

You wish you were me , less thoughtful .

Do you know that when laughing , my mind is fighting with my tears ?

Tears is nothing if u don’t know how to stand up .

Tears makes people weaker .

Instead of crying , why not smile ?

Don’t think that the others understand you because they love you .

Sometimes , they love us by a very selfish emotion .

If not so , they hold us so tightly not because  they really love us but they want to beat other people .

Don’t think that their smile is always sincere from the bottom of their heart .

When seeing you blame that person , I could do nothing but listen and feel sympathize for you . Your hurt became the very big  annoying .

If u want to shout , shout .

If you want to cry , cry but remembering that after crying , u have to stand up and thinking optimistically .

I know ur strength is not always good . I also know u feel so lonely when no one is beside you as a real friend .

But u still have me .

I couldn’t promise that I can make u really happy .

But believe in me , and lean on me whenever you need a friend to confide ur problems .

P/S : I am always beside you , my good friend !