anxious

Anxious...

I couldn't sleep well last night because i had something on my mind. I wanted to let it goes but i don't know how to let it goes without bothered me much.

anxious, this is because i have found no solution.

dwell in the pass isn't something that i like but who has not dwelling in the pass before? I am too weak to hold myself back and stay strong when comes to certain circumstance. Things are hard to be judged and predicted.

what is going on now isn't what i want it to be. Can't we just sort it out? Things has been this way prolonged and i notice that the problem is on me perhaps? i am sick of guessing what you are thinking... i want to turn to the other one but is hard to get you out from my mind.

anxious, because i am afraid of losing someone.

In the first place, i was being presumptous to assume that things are drawing us near but now, things seem to draw us apart.

i am sick of this way. i need a solution.

lately, i feel awkward and realise that there is something has left out. Yes, i know what it is but it doesn't make a different whether you are here or not.

i am sick of all these once again. i need a way to sort it out!

till now, i couldn't find a SOLUTION. Should i just let it be or turn away? i don't know and i can't help to lose the only chance.

things are going to be better in time and i know that i am alright! Seriously, i am alright, is just that i need a way to express it out.

Anyhow, this will not going to bother me anymore and believe me that i can deal with it nicely.