dilemma turns out optimistic

Few days back, i got the chance to meet an inspiring woman and her advice has gotten me so confusing now. I was pondering the issue with own assumptions. I thought it was an interesting interview but it turned out somewhat counseling. i do listen to her advice cause her advice had reminded me so much that i had never thought of it. However it turned me out to become dilemma.

 Internship is about free exposure right? 

 The tactic that she used to success may not work on me. I have my own way to go beyond. 

I was wondering is she entertaining me cause of my parent connection? If i were just a interviewee i wouldn't be able to get the internship. 

 I have chosen this field not because of the limited choices. But there are reasons why i am so interesting about it.Despite my preference and passion aren't specific to it but i intend to give it an attempt. 

 As an employer, i don't gain your trust so how am i supposed to prove to you that your expectation and judgment of me are wrong?

You gave me precious advice i wish i knew you earlier before i made my decision to immerse on this field. However you engender my expectation. i blame myself for not being determine and perseverance to hold my beliefs. 

I intend to shrug off all the negatives and work on it to prove to you that nevertheless my first choice isn't this but i can do it well still. 

 As long as i insist to give it a try; i will make sure that i will never turn you down. Despite you don't have a good impression on me or i don't meet your expectation. 

i am new and not officially an employee of you. In fact i was here cause of internship just for the sake of exposure. 

 in the end i know what i want in the first place. 

I know that it isn't going to be eased but that was my choice. I will work on it and prove to you. 

 Believe it! 

i need confirmation from others but the one to make decision is still me. 

Go on it! Deal with the adolescents. It is so real that it does devastate me. But hey, that's life right? 

Stay out from comfort zone i am sure certainly i could learn something new.