learning to live

I hate love songs and novels!

who on Earth invented them? 

friend... speaking..smiling...salad+sandwiches..mango juice... cappuchino.. laughing.... feeling good.. drawing... smiling..understanding.... grown up..father's pride... tea.. candy... walking...

have you ever thought why do people get that strange headache outside of nowhere andbleeding nose? I'm tired of messing up with it. won't someone stop it?  there is only one person on this planet who knows the right code.

dead thoughts kept running and running. lucky that I have them - ones, who can grasp me and take somewhere out.. shopping, having tea with sweets. just being. 

 I have a sore throat and red eyes. and I've got 20 more minutes to create a person out of it. not just a person. a Posh one. no cyber-punk today. just positive.

dear God, I hope you're not having a day off.