I miss my friends

It has been about 3 weeks after I left Shenyang, left the university and left my best friends. I miss them. They are always in my heart. My hometown is Qinhaungdao City, Hebei Province, P. R. China and Shenyang is the capital of Liaoning Province. I lived in Shenyang for about 3 years. In the beginning, when I arrived in Shenyang, I found Shenyang was totally a boring city because I almost knew few people there. Fortunately, I met them and we became best friends. They lighted up me. My life wasn’t boring any more and it became so colorful. In my free time, I could play badminton, soccer, computer game with them. I could never forget that Rock, Cui Yinfeng and I played guitar in the corridor while others looked us strangely; I could never forget that the most wonderful “game show” that we watched Lin Dapeng(Lao Da) playing the computer game Warcraft after we came back from our labs; I could never forget that we went out together during World Cup to watch soccer matches; I also could never forget that we talked about our confused future before we fell asleep. When I stayed at home lonely, those scenes appeared in my mind. It is my best memory in Shenyang and it can not be erased. My brain will always have a place to keep it. Because of them, I didn’t feel lonely in Shenyang any more.

I have experienced a rough time for 3 month because it was hard for me to find a job after I completed my study. As an adult with a master degree, every one thinks it will be easy to find a job, but hunting for a job was really difficult for me. (I am 26 years old and I still need my parents rear me.) Maybe the main reason is that I did a lot of theories research during my postgraduate time and had no project of company. It is totally a dark time and I didn’t know how to face the future of my life. My life was full of desperation. My friends encouraged me. Without their encouragement, I might have committed suicide because of the heave depression. Rock told me that I must know what I can do and what I want to do then I had an exactly goal to get. Lao Da said that I had my advantage which was that no one was better at MATLAB and control theories than me and going abroad to pursuit a doctoral degree was very suitable for me. Fang Liang, Wu Peng and Chen Chao helped me a lot conquer the desperation and gave me a lot of advice on going abroad. Sun Meng gave all his books on GRE. Although recently I still have no job, I am no longer feeling despaired and I am more optimistic than befoer. I am preparing IELTS. I think my dream will come true and this dream does not only belong to me, it has been the dream of ours. They hope that I have a bright future. They always stand by me.

But I have left them and we may not meet each other any more. How I wish we were together and never separated. “A friend in need is a friend indeed.” I miss them and they are always in my heart.