what is the meaning of life?

i watch my money but i am down and out.i love a girl but she see me as air.i love my family but they are far away from me.even at new year vacation i can't go home to spare time with them just for the never endless work! i hate me.  that's not the life i want to.i have a dream to travel around the world.but it seem impossible.thoug  complaining about life  i still should live of hope.so i want to listen to your things and your life.welcome to give a vioce to me about you.thanks.also i welcome you to send email to me.my mailbox is yufengbao2003@yahoo.com.cn.