my place

first,Happy New Year for everyone and myself.i'm always alone at home and no one talk to me.i feel a little lonely,i nearly spend my most time with the computer.i'm boring now although i just bought a new laptop.And when i was on the line,i don't know what i want  to do.Maybe i just want to find someone to company with me.When i feel not comfortable,someone can give me a hug,and say something to me.A voice from my heart  tells me that maybe i should have a relationship now.Actually i don't know what i have to do,and i don't know what i exactly want to do and find some visible future with myself.I really want a guider to leading me the road i have to go.What do i scare?I don't know.Withing listening to the music alone,i feel upset in the first day of lunar's calendar in 2010,china.maybe i just need a hug in a real word and someone to support me in sprite forever.

in china,it's the last day in 2009 in lunar's calendar.i still can't go to sleep,though it's already nearly 2:ooam.i just want to think about something happened in 2009.so many things to memorizing,especially my friends.what they think for me,do for me is a big favour to me.i love all of you forever.i won't never forget you unless i die.And i make some friends on the line.they are so nice to me.my best wishes for you at the spring festival.At last,Happy Valentine's Day for all the people in the world.

i want to say something,but i don't know what to say.haha