From BLUEKING

     To restart the life ,  openning your eyes again to the life.

    As a baby , to be able to start everything from the zero point.Without the importance of your age and gender , to be able  to feel like you were reborn after making a decision , which intend to be only happy. 

    Do you know it is very diffucult for an adult to come to a decision as to you restart somethings.On the another hand, you think of whether you are good enought to struggle , questioning how much you want it to the core.

 The first answer of beginning a new life start devoloping in the all of this though.  

 As human being ,  don't we all have got somethings bad we want to get rid of ? 

 It is said that start is the half of finishing. Once you start , it goes on . The crack makes bigger and increase stressful hours.Everybody wonder the reason  and,  you are asked to tell. 

     Unfortunately , most of  realities can't be expressed , which is quite diffucult to utter.No matter how much you are willing to inform ,all of ur words will be abstract.  

   However , One who listen to you doesn't listen to you objectively.Everybody can only understand something as much as they  know. 

 And , in a morning, you would wake up in peace and hapiness.....  

  You  would realize that there was no any source of stress,  vanishing all of them. From now on, You were be  yourself with joy and impatience.

 The life was to begin for you again. You would know the diffuculty of life , but you would know how you could handle all of  them with the peace of new life . 

   As of this time , There would be only a boss in your life  , whom you were.

           Now that she though of it , how could she be so silly to believe that she was be able to live with him for a long life time. All  possible beautiful things were given to him without any expectations in return but just a love. The pang of her heart inevidably forced her captivating eyes and finally, the pain turned into bleeding tears. 

      The ache of separation made her face totally drenched with the warm water of sore eyes. All of good memories and beautiful events between them in her mind became meaningless. After last betrayal, she was quite sure she had never ever understood other gender at all. It was so diffucult for her to grasp how he could be ridiculously  heartless. She felt as if she was only one he wanted to have fun, just being a material like a toy on his hands.  Suddenly ,  with her shivering hands,  she started tearing up all photos, letters and threw them away . Even the mention of his name started her fuming.  What was meaning of  “ I don’t love you “  after they spend their privileged time making friends, which was likely to be more than friendship.  “  I hate you . I hate the way you play with me and threw me away as rubbish .You  all men  are  just  garbage.”   she shouted . 

   There was  the light of another room , a life at different home. His swollen and red eyes stand still and focused on the ceiling. He had to be careful before he did anything rash. After all, he would have to live with himself afterwards. As a stabbed wound , He felt a deep pain over  his chest. He couldn’t be aware of how his face  was washed  while lying on the bed. There was no doubt that he had been romantically involved with the princess of his heart.At his eyes , the sunrise was so distinctive.Flowers smiled differently and, birds were chirping perfectly  when he was with her. Unfortunately ,he was no longer right to stole her life  after learning  this merciless new. 

    There was no way to run away from the painful fact in his desnity. He felt like his body was complately trembling when his doctor uttered that he was in incurabble disease. He didnt want her to say  he was on the verge of  endless travel. It was not possible for him to keep her busy by waiting  more or less the foreseeable future. However, she had to get a family with a lot of cute children. Hence, their relation had to be finsihed on the pretext of denial of his love. Perhaps, their love would trasform into an intense  hatred  for her. At the end, she would get it off and then find a hapiness in diffrent heart.  

 ( From a Turkish moive )   

     Everybody should be their own doctor. According to the last new I have read in a daily newspaper, Women live more than men.One of main reasons is that men don't take their healthy proplems serious and then don't go to a doctor as much as women go to. 

     It is no doubt that I am one of those who believe people have to put up with some healthy diffuculties as much as they can do.I am not in favour of taking a bunch of medicines while getting some of minor problems in my body such as headache , getting  a little bit temperature etc.Instead of taking medicines, natural ways can be kept to  make us get better.For instance , drinking fruit juice  generally help protect us from possible illness. That is why the water of orange is indispensible for me in this cold weather due to the flu.

       Hovewer, nobady wants to go to a doctor. Ignoring the medicine science at all is just out of the question, utterly ridiculous. The early a diagnosis of disease is obtained in an authentic machine, The effective we can be cured in certain sickness. So , much as I support the alternative medicine, nothing could be pretex for the negligence of going to a doctor. By writing alternative medicine , I want to tell you that It is just about a  protective treatment before getting an illness.

            As you know, theoritical datas and knowledge don't always play their roles in the practical process. Going to the doctor really unnerves me. I try to avoid it like the plague. Nonetheless, there is a saying in my country that God desn't make anybody need to see a doctor but not being without a doctor. I know you all agree with me that a good doctor who get his job perfectly cannot be valued in the words. We always respect them and appreciate what they do in case they don’t think of money too much.

    I think I'm coming down with a cold a little bit. I don’t know if  the flue spread from one person to another through casual contact. No matter how much you take precautions to prevent a disease,  sooner or later,  you will have been a  lucky person at least  once a year.Right now , I am drinking a cup of  lime tea  while writting this essay.At the end of my words , I have a question for you . Can u guess whether I went to a doctor after reading my writing?