From BLUEKING

      A baby was born by crying . This was the first pain and scream as well for him  in the world. With a sinless face,  He was trying to utter " Hello "  in the first page of his life calendar. A new life  waited  for him in the mixing of  joy and sorrow.

          A huge plane tree was about to fall  in all of his expreince. At the corner of hospital, a farewell song  was murmured by his shivering lip. A double of dull eyes on his pale face stand still as if the beam of shinning tunnel pulled him into infinity.  

   The sun rose in the sky , which was streaming through the windows.It was time people woke up and get ready for their work.The begining of day gave them a fresh hope  and a warm joy  

     Somewhere at the world , stars were slowly  winking on and off. Someone whose face was touched by a gentle wind  was looking at the reflection of the luna crescent on the ocean. 

    A lot of flowers were fed in the paradise.With the love cement, A bridge was willingly build  among poeple' hearts. Hopefully, the goodness still tried to take over the world. 

    The desire and insatiable lust distincly tried to harm him with sheer malice. The dreadful laught  echoes in the evil mind. The trembling light cast the dirty shadow of badness on the soul. 

    Nowhere did you come acroos the ebb and flow of fight in his heart , which it put him in a predicament. He wasn't intented to make this situation exaggerate in vague words , nor he wanted to travilaze it totally. Howover, he had to appreciate the significance of keeping his word. Right now, he was more determined not to fall back as he had done before. Having made a promise, nothing could excuse that kind of selfish and unreliable behaviour.  

     Did he always paractise what he preached? Whiteness and blackness went on existing in the life. The angel hadn't won a victory against the devil yet. Suddenly, he felt goose bump all over his body because of a de facto state of his life, conjuring up the reality of passing away. What he had to do was just to come to the end of this dilemma.  

       While birds were chirping, the intoxicating fragrance started covering all room besides his nose , which made him enought relieved as of this moment.The sun showed its warm face under dark clouds.The colour of goodness should have been painted on every single cells of his body so far. It was absolutely a milestone of release for eternity. Without the denial of struggle inside him, he would make himself get better by pure willpower. After all, he was supposed to be capable of remaining the delicate line between anxious and hope.

    There is always a hope in the life if we don't give our last breath. The separation generally make me sad and unavodiably drift me in the melancholy mode. While the beginning of 2011,  what did this man do himself and for the rest of his existance under the blue sky?   

   This question seeem strange for some of us.Instead of having fun to get a new year, what is my problem and, what I am trying to tell. Needless to say, enjoyment is one of main sources in our life. However,  is only an entartainment for a good start in the beginning of new year the best choice for us? The english use a wonderful word in their language , which it is just what I want to tell.  

   It is " resolution ". Resolution means that we make promises to improve ourselves. I am not a kind of one who believe we have to wait for the begening of new year to make a positive change in our life. Without necessarily supporting New Year’s resolutions too much, I find them such a good chance for us if we keep them in our mind. Whether or not we want to do new things, we have already started a new year. Of course,  it inevitably remind us  a new start if we look at the celender on the wall.  

  If you ask me what are my resolutions.Actually , I don’t want to make a big promise  I am not able to keep my words. On the other hand, It seem that one of them must be a selection from my bad behaviours.Yes, I have to choose one of my bad behaviours at this year and then give up it as soon as possible.Hey , pls , don’t underestimate my words.Sometimes, it is hightly diffucult to finish some of them as you know.  First of all , we should be aware of our own mistakes.Without skipping this reality, we  have to say “  I am fallible as human being. “   

   By sipping my hot tea, I am looking out of window to see the street.The weather becomes guite cold. Being able to live all of seasons in my country is realy an indescribable bliss and a priceless  gift from God.If we say  “ carpe diem “ ,  each of beauties around us should be realized in every seasons.  Even a snowman hasn’t said me “ hello “ since I saw the first snowfall last month.The pristine whiteness of snow  hasn’t covered all of ground yet.It is no doubt that not only do we human need the snow but flowers, trees etc which are to give us  enought fruits.

     There is a white page on my secreen like this new  year. I want to resume  writing my essay in english after being away a little bit. I can easly guess that nobay will read this lines.if someone read this page, okay,  well done. It can only make me happy. If not , okay , everything will be good. What I did by writing is  just to speak my own on and improve my english level. I greet those  warmly who  read this page in advance.   

   I strongly emhasize that a fresh new on tv made me worried. I am not able to pass this event in the arcticle without mentioned. A thousand of  dead birds  were found at somewhere in Usa.What make them kill is just unknown now. Scientists research this horrible topic. I am afraid Global warming and pollution will reveal in front us as the main answer for  the dreadful thereof. We all should pay attentein and find an immediate solution. We never forget that there is only one planet we can live.   

  At the end of this writing, I wish you a wonderful new year again.I hope it will bring joy, health and money to you .May this new year give  peace ,wealth,love and hapiness to our old world .Pls, take care of yourself.  

WITHOUT NOTICING WHEN I WAKE UP
FABOLOUS SEASON KNOCK THE DOOR OF MY HEART
WELCOME TO AUTUMN IN MY SOUL
TO TAKE ME IN THE MIRACLE OF MAGIC LAND

BECAUSE OF UNEXPECTING CONFRONTATION
IT GAVE CHILL WHOLE MY BODY
THIS IS AN AVOIDABLE PHENOMENON
A NO NAMED LOVE START BETWEEN US

OH MY REWARD MADE OF GOLD
THIS IS A WONDERFUL CREMONY GIVEN TO ME
BEAUTIFUL QUEEN MUST HAVE COPIED HER ELİXER
TREES COULD ONLY BE PRESENTED PERFECTLY
PITILESS LADY WITH CHARMING EYES

IT COULD STUCK ME FOR EVER
AFTER MISTY SECREEN WITH MY DREAMS OF NIGHT
REVEAL WONDERFUL COLOURS DANCING FRONT OF ME
A SUDDEN SCENE CHANGING MAKE ME SURPRISE

WHAT IS MYSTERY CONDITION AND BEHAVIOUR
BLUE SKY TREMBLE TO SUFFERING NATURE
WHIMPER COVER EVERYWHERE
A SONG OF SEPARATENESS WITH GRIEF

MY MEMORIES WHISPERING AND LEAVES RUSTLING
TO BE MIXED IN THE STRANGE FATE
A COLD WIND BLOW TO TAKE ALL DARK BETRAYAL
FLEW ALL MOURNFUL WOUNDS TO REFLECT THE SOUL

IT IS NOT THE TIME TO REFRAIN
SCARLET RUSTY LEAVES FALL DOWN ONE BY ONE
YOU CANT FIND THIS HARMONY
BLEEDING TEARS DROP ONE BY ONE

A CRUEL GIANT OF LIFE CANT CRUSH
HEAR THE FOOTFALLS OF WINTER
EACH FALLS AND EACH DROPS
TO SPROUT IN THE NEXT SHINING SPRING

I LOOKED AT THIS BEAUTY AGAIN
A SCREAM WİTH MY ARM OPENING WİDELY
WHOLE SKY AND GROUND HEAR THIS VOICE
MEN ALSO CRY……

I HAVE GOT A PAIN IN MY HEART
I DONT KNOW WHETHER I CAN SEE
GOODBYEE GOODBYEE AUTUMN
GOODBYEE GOODBYEE MY DARLING