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I parted with my girl friend who together with me for 4 years...

Why ? Because of another woman...because of the gap in age between she  and me...

In fact i love she...

i think she knows that. But she can't forgive me for my stupid fault.

In the spring festival, i went to bed with another woman who i didn't love and she also didn't love me. Is that crazy ? yes, i think so...

On Feb 14, the romantic valentine's day, she knew the truth and cried very saddly... At that time , i knew , she loves me so much... I hurt her so much... That's all my fault.

Some people says age is not a problem and height is not the distance.But is that really true ? i don't think so.

The worst problem between us is our age. I'm only 23 years old , but she is 33... I don't care about that. Because i love she and she loves me. I thought that's enough. But i was wrong... My parents didn't agree. Although i know the marriage is the thing just between we two , i can't forget about my parents' opinion.

In these days, i'm always thinking about this. What shall i do ? Shall i go back to my girl friend's side or forget her ?Did we really have the future ? I need suggestiones and advices...