dear, miss you so much,treasure what we have

Dear, almost 5  month since the day you left us. we miss you so much, everything about you remind me the days with you everytime~~

You saved your baby but you lost your life, the news shock us deeply, we can't believe that, that should be kidding, the the fact beat us down......

So many memory about you, how to start how to end, I am proud to be your friend,I want to be your friend till we old,the whole life,but why,we just for 4 years friendship,just begin and you leave, you said that we will keep contact and be friends forever, why you break our appointment.....eve ry time think of you,  I miss you so much and feel sad,can' t control myself wi th  tears~~~even now~~dea r~~

I wish to replay the happy days with you and never end~~~After you leave,I am afraid of anyone lose, cause every thing will happen, although we never thought of that,everyone will leave us without foresee~~I contact with friends and families more, how I wish I do that before you leave....

I hope I will not be such sad while t hink of you next time~~my forever friend,miss you much~~treasure the exist people around us and things we own