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   i don't know how i feel this moment. today is 20 august 2010,i do not know what i doing this year, no gain,more pain.

     work or love, no gain, more pain, i give my qipid word to my college, no response. and don't know how to do with him at work. when he show his love for me, i escaped. i think i may find my prince this year, but find it's so failed. nothing, nothing, and in my work , i find myself not in state.

    i just see people improve, but no me, all day , i am tired with the relationship between friends, colleges , relatives, and others alse not in good.

    my gain is learn my english well, and my special filed of study. but none i improved , maybe it's a long time to fit ltd. i said to myself months ago. but i lost myself deeply.

    if i can find myself right now, i am very thank for my friends sopho