lost love

      Now it's rainning heavily outside,and my heart is also like the weather. Yesterday she told me she have find a new boy friend,she said she want to contact with him.then my world begin to rain,and i don;t know what to say at that time.at last I blessed them.but i know i lost my love at that time.

   i get to kown her by net.then ,after chating for somedays.we turn to be good friends.i told her iove her.she began to laugh.i kown she had a good impression on me.but we didn't live in the same city.i told her i would go to the city she lived next year.i told her wait for me.but all the things have changed yesterday.

      i know i have lost my love ,my first love!