charming princess

Hey there,

   I can't believe it's been a year since i posted my last blog. I think it was the last time i logged in on here, too ! I missed Enlgish, baby and I missed you ! I was so sad today that i wanted to do something different. Couldn't think of anything . I wanted to go to bed but i didn't feel sleepy.  I hadto do the dishes and I didn't feel like it , too! And Englishbaby just came to my mind out of the blue ! Well, I have been really sad and depressed the last few months. I just kept detroying myself! It feels like I am on a roller coaster. I am indulging in self-destructive habits. I am also addicted to stupid stuff. And I believe the probelm is from the inside. I am not in peace with myself. This is why i am doing what i am doing.

Any thoughts on how i can get myself out of this mess?