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I am Jolly guy with good sense of humour, friendly from behaviour and caring from nature, I love to make new friends.. I am crazy about Science and IT.. Passionate abt photography Love writing poems & short stories.. Currently doing engineering sophomore at UCTI(University Collgege of technology and innovation) Kuala Lumpur malaysia .. Want to pursue career in either creative writing or mult...

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July 27, 2009

 SomeHow I am not me

 

I am out and away but somehow someone walks right through me,
I am poisoned to sway but somehow someone makes me free,

I am destined to be betrayed but somehow someone induces anguish of trust in me,

I am no more the person I used to be but somehow someone is still with me,


I am not valid enough to feel emotions but somehow someone cares to sense it withering me,

I am down and stuck in the webs of illusions but somehow someone takes away my life and give me back to be me,


I am lost in the desert of my own conscience but somehow someone directs my ways through divine compass,

I am the ocean of unimaginable pain but somehow someone breathes life into my numb being and I am left as ocean drain,

I am the one who sought the tangible depths of unexplored galaxies within my soul but somehow someone let me cruise to and from the shores once closed,


I am riding the horse of hatred to the castle of evil but somehow someone changes hatred with love and evil to peace dove,

I am being slapped unto the anvil of ill thoughts, I am carved out be a sword,
I am violent and fiercely bashful until somehow someone melted me down again and again,

I am no more the wisdom holder of the trauma faced but somehow someone is there to embed sapience in me,
I am yet ready to die alone , but somehow someone keeps my breath linked to the throbbing heart,

I am still wandering the barren lands of humane behavioral limits, but somehow someone is there to lead me out and away,
I am no one without the one , the one who blessed me with life, someone who cares for each and everyone either dead or alive.



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Male


Location

Pakistan

Study

College

Technology

Technopreneurship

English Study

Malaysia

Asia pacific university of technology and innovation

Intermediate

Interests

Listening 2 music :) chatting wid frnz :) hanging out at weekends :) taking photos everytime i feel good :) ... etc etc

Computer graphics Designing, Animated Movies , Making nice & sweet friends , taking time out in nature as i love scenic places..

Black

Water :P lol

Westlife's My love , Boyzone love me for a reason, Avril's My happy ending, Richard marx's right here waiting :) n many more

As music i like all sorts of movies but it should be entertaining and have some good story, i like animated cartoons such as Toy Story,Shrek,Nemo & so many more... :)

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