BlackStrawberry

It will change after my death

Open your eyes and look around.
You will see me standing there,
crying and smiling at the same time.
Touch me. Would you dare?
Just try a piece of mine,
maybe you'll die, I don't know.

Tears are falling like the first snow.
Disappearing in your soul,
big, dark and empty hole.
You want to kill me, you hate those tears.
Don't worry, i will suicide with my own fears.
Just stay there and look carefully,
remember this, when you will ask for me.
I won't be there, when you'll change your mind.
You will pray to see me again, but then you will find
that you have to close your eyes,
and I will be there, but not the same
only laughing, no more lies
'Cause i will know, that you will feel my old pain.

(I know, I mistaked there with: suicide. It has to be "I will commit a suicide", but I just don't like it this way, so..)