We are, adventurer,   blunder, sinful,  incomplete, mad, ignorant, and fool creatures.

It seems easy to kill someone with a gun, humans can give that much admiration to their selves to take someone’s live away. Daily thousands kill, this might be a handy evidence for our devilish desire.Human always gets pleasure form others pain.

There might b a picture in which a human helps another, but in opposite there are hundreds of self and others annihilation pictures.At the beginning days, when our children learn to play with their toys, when we hear they are crying loudly, our best method to shout them up would be, “sit down, shout up, otherwise I will kill you”.

Hereafter killing is part of our identity, without it we might lose something or we would live in a blank space. Without this part of our identity millions will remain jobless…….

 Best Bahman    

You look great, at les t on TV. You look or trying to be the one who loves by everyone. Not bad, but it need to be examined carefully. People like you or those around you are enjoying themselves. We or the rest of people are created to watch you.

 There are two types of people always, one is making things happen or having hand in, and the other one is just watching things taking place around them.  You are from the first type. You are sometimes having hand in what is going down.  Have you ever asked yourself, why, how, with what and with whom. What I see quite interesting many bad or inacceptable things happening, many involve, but you come up clear at the end, while you must be responsible of most happenings in this region.

We are belonging to the second type. This type of people are living with hope, nothing more, as they don’t have anything else, neither money nor power. The hilarious part is they hope to have them one day (many hardly are working for them). I was so one day. I had many dreams, may be big enough to live for.  You know they were just dreams and hopes; I worked for them fairly hard. Finally I gave them all up.

You may ask why I gave them up, simply there was not a good or fertile chance to have them.  You may have them one day, but you will reach a conclusion that they are useless, it is better to go and do something handy or wait until death comes by. 

Well here you might ask, if you wish or read my letter until here carefully, you might ask why I’m writing this all to you. To be honest I do not know. Might foe I’m a loser and you are a Prime-minster (at least for yourself). You know it is nice to have a word like that always, or I want have a little talk with you in this way, which is quite weird. No one had such word before, so talk to me sir.  It will be rather testy if you answer back and expand our talks. You might have not ever thought about stuff like that, but still it is not so wild.

People usually do write in their letters that they hoping that the time and place are appropriate, I hope it’s a good place, but I will never say I hope it is a good time, as Kurds always do have a bunch of free time, so you are still in that circle. I hope truth do not bother you.

It has been always hard to start conversations with people for the first time. It is impossible to know what they are into or what not, here is the same situation. We down here are having many common difficulties which they make talks easy, but with you are totally different. Here if we have nothing to talk about, we will talk about; lack of water, electricity or we blindly jump into politics, may be because we are political creatures as Plato says, again conversing with you is quite hard. You don’t have such problems, you are surrounded by many political issues, but yours are totally different from ours.

I guess still there are many things you are into including money; I guess you are, don’t you. How you feel when you have all that money. What you do with. Is there any end for making money and coming back to earth as people never stop trying? Personally I hate money, simply for I don’t any of it or because it is very hard to gain some, or simply I’m not money material.

You might not like my tone, but I rather like talk a little about this topic. I don’t envoy you. I don’t wish having such huge amount of money ever never. Don’t you think it is a bite strange to grow up as fast as I see in your case? One or many times, honestly my brother is narrating how you were during the time of revolution. He was Peshmerga for your side to be precise.  He once told me how many times he had repaired your car. (Your blue Megzamini) in Banan (Iran). For a while look at yourself, it is a huge change out Laing out there, don’t you think so.

I don’t know if people are saying truth or not, but yet there are many arguing what majority saying is truth. Majority are saying you had not got all that potential. The fact is as majority saying all that fortune is not basically yours, but it is people‘s money.

Changes are always sweet, however they might be. Here many basic changes have taken place over last couple decades. What I see is not reasonable. Social changes are good in many aspects. The gaps between social classes have become bigger. Two groups of people overcame, one is heavenly rich and the other one who are majority of people are under the line of poverty. Never believe if one day you read a report by some organizations that just two or three percent of people are poor. I assure you that they do not have any actual base.

Majority of those who have money are from your class, politicians (as they claim they are) they are a bunch of you, but still we are the majority.

You might think that I charge you of our poor state, No, Never. Not because you have power, but I’m still asking in case you are responsible of our current being. Surly you are not alone over there. There are many copies of you, so they are responsible, not as you, other than they are responsible.

Do you see where we are? Will you not look back how we reach here? Is that what we wanted? Could not it better? More importantly how we and whom bring us here. These are just questions. If I ask people around me they will not have any handy response, but still I believe people in your class must have a better response, so share me.

Once I read a verse on a school wall, it was written ‘‘very one right to study’’. It was sweet. At that time I was about 12 years old. I thought with passing time it will getting better. Now after nine years I see the same thing. People are having right to study. The important is many are studying, but the question is what are they study. I was studying in a public university.  It is really a shame to call that University. There is a process which I call it “the process of nothingilization”. We don’t have much and we have not being thought much. We are in a circle which all we gain is nothing. In these Universities people add nothing to the rest of community, while they ought to be the source of all approaching changes.

Login money is spending on these Universities, may possibly more than elsewhere. You may perhaps accuse me that I’m talking more general. If so, might be reasonable, but yet arguable. I have been to many of these Universities what I raped was that they have nothing to put anything precious to the rest trend.

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I usually see or read that this or that University has conducted this paper, students of (…..) discovered or invented (….). I’m asking why we are not. Why we cannot. There must be reasons. Don’t you think so? Government is saying we full fill all educational institute needs, so have you ever asked responsible officials why.

What I know is that they do not have enough free will. May be you personally do not directly narrowing the gap, but many high rank personalities use their official positions.

I say and make you sure that Universities here are fruitless. Let me give you an example,  the KRG is providing many sits in western institutes, however the methods of choosing students are not appropriate, full of corruption, so when they get there many cannot make it, finally they come up and back to Kurdistan with nothing in hands. The number of our literate and graduated is increasing. What I see is that these chances must be took seriously and good enough so as not to screw it up. Once again schooling must be for all and fair enough.

So, dear Sir, all I have said until now can be putted into a frame, which people call it inequality. If you not bother I call it the same here, meaning there is much inequality, look back a minute, a group of people take their purses with thousands of dollars and another with just couple of dollars. Until now it is tolerable, but what if the first group’s money is not theirs. It is not the result of their tiredness. There might be something wrong. One more example I told you, Government is getting scholarships, but those who take them are not capable of taking them. The in equal point here is that there are thousands of capable people and surly if officials precisely do there duties, that space of in equality will be smaller or even diminished. If we work with a little succinctness we might possibly rape something different. There is an English proverb and we have the same in Kurdish. They ‘‘say you rape what you saw’’. What we want to say is, we rape what we have, and we saw what we want for the way we overtook and the thing we want are totally different.

I know you are tried, it has been too much. It is my only chance, so let us continue, are you following sir?

Let us have a little ‘‘Sargarmy’’ as Iranians are saying. My brother told me when you where in Iran you were slim, tall young boy, but now you look more like famous people. I heard girls are sending you love massages. That is sweet.  How did they get your number? They must be big fun of you. I wonder if politicians love just like normal people.

I think even love is changed here.  It is not having that Kurdish test as it had before. I call modern love wired love. People hardly try to show their feelings though some technological means. Which they kill the real meaning of simple old love, the one our insectors had. Tell me when girls are texting you would you write back, by the way I guess Shuhra was attracted by you.

Once I told a girl I love you. I guess I was about 12 years or some. I did not know why. I was afraid, freezing just like a little boy who is waiting to have his exam results back. I felt a worm movement inside my stomach. It was strong then I ran away. i did not wait to her response, them when and where I saw her I was trying to escape from her like a clergyman who committed a sin and his conciseness is killing him. Now she is married. I’m happy for her and she got to kids.

Well sir, here if someone read this litter might say that I’m not contending of my life. I must say, No. I’m looking forward to die rather to live a better life. It’s a divine right to live, but the rest is manmade. I do not hate my God given state. I said we are from that type of mankind with the intention of watching things happening around. Do not call for myself. Be aware there are millions who live in a miserable life. People all cannot be chairman, but they can be treated caringly. Don’t you think so, so why not here?

People here are claiming they are Kurd and they are from the holy land of Kurdistan. They spend all their time in one city, one quarter, one house, and so ever, they cannot travel and at least see their mother land.  You and people up there, our leaders, your sons, and daughters have not seen Kurdistan may be because they are from the type that must be leaders not leaded.

Many people are calling for change, it’s nice. How can you make changes while we are not informed even from our inside, while people are spending most of their energy on understanding social barriers and inequalities? How could they get time to bring changes about?

I guess I have written too much. I have been writing for more than two hours and half. I nearly talked about all I wanted. I must confess that this is my first draft, it would be better if I reviewed, but I think it’s not necessary. I will use the KRG official web site to send this letter hopefully you receive it; I guess there is no other way.

We all ask and criticize mostly about everything, for instance my litter, I ask where you got all that money, why we are from the second group, why things are screwed up, why government’s head cannot control its branches and preaches, we have many educational institutes and Universities while they are not as they considered to be. All these questions and millions are not asked yet, they are good, and they mean much for us. We ask them, however we got no answer. We will remain here and we will ask them over again and again along there is no answer. Finally change will be around when it’s late and not necessary.

I will be waiting to hear from you, it is far to consider to hear from you, still worth a shoot.

Best however you have all the best