Bella's Blog

Well.Tonight I finally got time to wrote about my days,...my mood..Today I took all afternoon train to come back to my city from the city I took univerisity..It is the first time I take train by myself...Really a changellege for me..My roommates were back to home at morning...just left me alone there..I don't like be alone but I has no choice...So all day I try to do sth I wasnt did before...all by myself....Now I am back to home...lay on my bed..everything in the home make me wanna cry....I miss the days in high school..miss my friends...miss the days so afraid the teacher check the homework...miss the days parents tell me to go study all the time...I miss all the days before univerisity..I miss my friends on MSN....Roma..Memo...Sefik..Alex...Oguz..Sergery...and so on....So many friends..so many wonderful time with u....How about your days?And also that night that cute boy ask me could I be his gf...Just now when I use the lap log in MSN I see his name was that one before one month,,really make me wanna cry...I know that everyday past can't came back....I will study hard...I will serious treat my life...These days I always listen one song...maybe can show my moods to u...

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit about what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate.
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

This is a happy end
Cause' you don't understand everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take your far away.

[Refrain]:
I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take
But since I came here felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la....

My friends take good care of yourself...

Honey

This blog is for u..for us....well we met for 32 days...not a long time...but it is enough for two people fall in love...I love u....First when we talk it is like old friends...seems that u r the one I am waiting and looking forward to meet...I'm so lucky..destiny wanted us together..I won't gave up easily...U r the one I wanna take care..I wanna love...I wanna with ...wanna hold your hands in the future..now u r ill...pls take good care of yourself...hope u be better soon...I miss u so much...I'm here waiting for u..always....I love u....sorry I don't has enough time to write..I will write more next time...forgive me...,kisses....

                                                                                Your beibei^_^

When you are old amd grey and full of sleep

And nodding by the fire,take down this book

And slowly read,and dream of the soft look

Your eyes had once and of their shadows deep;

How many loved your moment of glad grace

And loved your beauty with love false or true

But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you

And loved the sorrows of your changing face;

And bending down beside the glowing bars,

Murmur,a little sadly .how love fled

And paced upon the mountains overhead,

And hid his face amid a crowd of stars..

                                                                             by WB Yeats...