Infinity

And I M worried and Really Deppressed.On 28th Dec ask my younger sister about Her she Avoid Me and said Me Dont ask me about Her no no no She didnt say that her Action where saying that.That nite i didnt sleep till 4 am I seet in backyard and it was Very Cold I was shaking and cryieng thinking that has she said No or What.And there is one more thing i want to share with U that is on 8 or 9th date i wrote my first love letter it was song i write it for Her,then that letter I give it to my sister and tell her to give DIVYA.she came to meet my sister but,that time i was at home she just saw Me and Runaway My sister told her to wait and she give that letter to her but she told my sister to keep in her bag so my sister keep that letter in Her bag.I was really excitied to here her Reply next day she came to meet my sister,But My sister came to point and ask her about that letter but she said that i didnt read that Letter and i lost that letter my Sister was frustrate and angry on Her and then my sister didnt speak to much about Me and Then DIVYA went to Her Home.When My sister told Me that she lost your letter without Reading I was Shock and upset that time lettraly i was goeing to Cry but i control my Emotion and my Sixth sense tell me that she didnt lost that letter she throw that Letter.And then I think that i should work more hard to tell Her what I feel for Her.I dont known whats goeing to happen this NEWYEAR.IF SHE SAID NO TO ME I THINK MY MIND AND HEART WILL STOP WORKING OR I WILL NEVER MARRY TO ANY GIRL IN MY LIFE.BECAUSE MY HEART IS RESERVE FOR HER NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT PLACE. WHAT EVER I HAVE WRITEN OR SUFFERING MY SISTER DONT KNOW THAT .BECAUSE FOR WORLD I SHOW MY FAKE SMILE. AND THEY THINK THATS REAL. BUT I M DIENG EVERY DAY FOR MY LOVE.LoVe n PeAcE

Hi guys i m in Love but i cant express my feeling with her. Because of that i m really depressed and frustrated. So I dont know what to do.I feel lonely without her and lost without her. I really love her from the bottom of my Heart i really love her but i dont known what she thinks about Me.Even I M ready to Marry with Her. I propose her with the help of sister she is really close to my sister because they r good friendz. what ever i think about her i should tell to my sister and then she told to her.But we havent talk even 1 time also on face.And thats really hurts Me. I m Shy to talk with Her. And even i dont know what she think about Me. I really love her because this my first love,Even she is good Girl, Beautifull and even i like her attitude she is the Girl all ever I wanted. And even i Pray for her every morning and nite on my knies for 1hrs it gets time more than 1hrs my knies get so painfull that I cannot explain that Pain. But if my Pain is good for Her, I m ready to suffer more pain just for Her.Without her i m nothing I feel to Cry nooo I have Cryied many Time for Her. BecauseI Love Her . I Love Her But she is not UNDERSTANDING MY LOVE FOR HER. Thats why i Cry.25th dec the christmas day i was waiting for her that she will come and wish Me. But i was wrong she didnt came.This was the first Christmas that i cried i pray for her till 2:35am .But next day my sister told Me that she want to come and wont to wish U. Because there was so many people that she afraid to come and wish Me. so she told my sister tell Me Happy Christmas it was happy day for Me ,But on christmas day she even not c ome out from home for not even 1 time also I really dont understand this Girl .But no matter I always Love Her.But something is wrong I dont no what .My younger sister is Not Helping this was the only way for Me .

IN THE DAYTIME IF SUNSHINE SO SHALL YOUR EXPECTATION COME TRUE** AT NIGHT WHEN MOON COMES OUT SO SHALL U RECEIVE BLESSES**THEN IF RAIN FALL SO SHALL IT GOING TO CARRY ALL YOUR PROBLEMS AWAY FROM YOU**MAY THIS CHRISTMAS BE SO SPECIAL THAT YOU EVER FEEL LONELY AGAIN AND BE SURROUNDED BY LOVED ONES THROUGHT**MAY BE YOU DONT LOVE ME BUT I HAVE'NT STOP LOVEING YOU **BECAUSE MY HEART STILL BEATS FOR YOU **WHEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND MY LOVE THE TIME WOULD BE PAST**THEN YOU WILL CRY FOR ME LIKE I CRYIED FOR YOU**NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN IN MY LIFE**I WILL BE ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU AND ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU**TILL MY HEART STOP I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FROM BOTTOM OF HEART** I M CRYING EVER DAY FOR YOU**HOPE YOU COULD UNDERSTAND MY FEELING***WISH U A VERRY HAPPY CHRISTAMS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012** TO ALL MY BLOG READERS