My Blog
United States
November 30, 2006
As I sit in the dark, I wonder if I should go and face the light. Could I deal with people’s lies today? Would I blow would I become one of those kids that takes the gun and stands in the middle of the floor and shoots, stand in the center watching the people that had caused them pain slowly die, or will I just let them, will I just lay down and let them walk all over me? As the darkness turns to light, I wonder what I should do. Should I step into the light of stay in the darkness? What would happen to me, would I become one of those silent types that when they finally crack people say they were the good kid never said a word? On the other hand, should I go to the light and face my troubles meet them head on? Out of the safe dark and into the light, what would I do in the light, become another one of the people I hate or would I be able to keep myself sane? As I watch, the sun comes over the mountains I wonder should I take the chance and go out into the world. Would I be able to live in that? Always in one form or another making fun of the others and as the sun reaches the peak I make my decision I take a step and hope it is the right one…
November 19, 2006
The life I lead is a simple one I go thro the motions of the day and sometimes I wonder is this really how I want to be remember the girl who was hanging in the back the one always unnoticed? Should I step up to the plate and take hold of my life? Should I stop following in the steps of others and take control of my life? Should I let feeling go unsaid? Should I take a swing and say what I feel, would I strike out? Or would I hit a home run? I'm on the deck warming up thinking should I take a swing or let it go by? As I stand by the plate watching the pitcher I begun to think maybe I will take hold of my live......
October 30, 2006
As I step forward into the future I wonder why I took the step forward as my life is slowing going down hill I wonder why Ididnt stay where my life was great where I knew what was what and where I knew what my feeling mean but now one thing means something else and you don't knew what to do and you're afraid to something in case it's wrong and you ruin your life. What to do...
