Luckboy

  Why do I have to learn English? I hate English but I have to learn it. There is no reason in it. Since I was in my 12,I have learned it for ten years. But the sad thing is I am not good in it. If you spend ten years to do one thing,what else can be done. It seems that I am a dull boy. My confidence has been attacked.

   Teachers told me if I have a job in the fulture, it will help you get a high salary. May be it is ture. So I learn English very hard. I do more than others. I have pasted the CET6,however the friends aroud me even failed in the CET4. They praise me that your English is good. But I feel ashamed,because I can't talk with other person in English. My oral English is bad. There isn't a good place for you to talk in english. We are all Chinese here, talk in Chinese,write in Chinese. Nobody uses English to write ,even talk. I am not in a good circumstances. How can I speak Enlish fluently in a place people speaks other language all?

     I feel troubled! For god's sake, there must be someone who can help me. I need your help,my friends.