Bad sense.

These days , I sense that I am confused ..I feel very bad.

I don't know how to say that ....

Because that EXAM for final highschool ?

or? That boy ? But I don't like him at all , <maybe he doesn't like me either.. >I just want to be friend ,just good friend...,Although he doesn't show  direction , I can't stand that ..his movement make me feel uncomfortable...,  I think that  if he speaks out , maybe ,feeling better.. 

For my future , I don't know ...

I just for my goal ,hard , such as if I  get a good result of the big exam to go to university, I will get that what I want.and ,I really wanna go to university!!But , what about me ? What about my dream? How can I achieve it ? And ...What shoud I do ? and , what shoud I become?what is kind of person?If I won't get a good result.....?

In fact.....I am afarid and at sea... 

I think I will lose myself ...OH GOD , Killing me !!!!

But , at present , I know I  must study HARd for university!!!